Changing direction
Ok so went to MK conference this weekend. Got a lot of inspiration and motivation, but I have a lot of work and changes in front of me. I have goals that I want, but I wonder if they are a little too big for my britches. I am motivated, but scared also. I want things that I am worried are too far out of my league. I know this is fear talking. But ....
What a lot of people don't realize about me is that while I come off as someone who has it all together and am very out going and self confidant, well I actually have the self-esteem of a rock most of the time. I put on a good face most of the time and let very few people in to figure out just how fucked up I can be. I fear failure and disappointment to the extreme because then I go into one of my depressions and let myself get so down that I use it to validate my failings and lack of self worth. Yeah vicious circle.
So I am really going out there to do this..... I am going to post my current goals for all to see. I am hoping that it will help motivate me to push harder to make sure I don't fail. But this is actually really hard for me because then if I do, well you will all know. That scares the shit out of me. Guess I have to get out my vomit bag... (inside joke from the conference)
Goals
1. Call 30 people for bookings for facials between noon tomorrow and noon on Thurs.
2. Show the hot new compact to 30 people a week for the next 4 weeks.
3. Get at least 25 new customers between April and May on my Preferred customer listing
4. Raise at least $50 for Mary Kay Ash Charitable Foundation in April and May
5. Sell 45 of the new color compacts April, May, June
6. Order at least $3600 wholesale product from the company by June 14th
7. See 30 faces by April 25
8. Have 30 new team members by June 30 with $16,000 in unit production to be on stage director at Seminar.
Well everyone, wish me luck. This is a shit ton of work, but hopefully I will be able to help make tons of women see them selves differently for it. I know I am working on seeing myself a whole lot differently.
What a lot of people don't realize about me is that while I come off as someone who has it all together and am very out going and self confidant, well I actually have the self-esteem of a rock most of the time. I put on a good face most of the time and let very few people in to figure out just how fucked up I can be. I fear failure and disappointment to the extreme because then I go into one of my depressions and let myself get so down that I use it to validate my failings and lack of self worth. Yeah vicious circle.
So I am really going out there to do this..... I am going to post my current goals for all to see. I am hoping that it will help motivate me to push harder to make sure I don't fail. But this is actually really hard for me because then if I do, well you will all know. That scares the shit out of me. Guess I have to get out my vomit bag... (inside joke from the conference)
Goals
1. Call 30 people for bookings for facials between noon tomorrow and noon on Thurs.
2. Show the hot new compact to 30 people a week for the next 4 weeks.
3. Get at least 25 new customers between April and May on my Preferred customer listing
4. Raise at least $50 for Mary Kay Ash Charitable Foundation in April and May
5. Sell 45 of the new color compacts April, May, June
6. Order at least $3600 wholesale product from the company by June 14th
7. See 30 faces by April 25
8. Have 30 new team members by June 30 with $16,000 in unit production to be on stage director at Seminar.
Well everyone, wish me luck. This is a shit ton of work, but hopefully I will be able to help make tons of women see them selves differently for it. I know I am working on seeing myself a whole lot differently.