i think i'm just sitting here because I'm loathe to go to bed. I'm exhausted. Physically and mentally. I've been running the emotional gauntlet as well, so even my heart is pretty darned tired ( Read more... )

I dumped C. He's holding Jacob as ransom. He's offering me the chance to have Jacob free and clear, legally... IF.. I try the next 6 weeks. If I let him show me "how much he's changed". He's using my son as a pawn. That's all the boy seems to be worth to him ( Read more... )

I haven't written in so long. My earlier work (found back at the beginning of my blog) is much better. This though.. eh.. it's how I feel.

Once upon a time

She held the world in her hands

Had a sparkle in her eyes

That matched the golden band

She made it through the grey times

So often wanting to turn back..

Kept hope firmly in her mind

As ( Read more... )

So.. i found a site... www.survivinginfidelity.com that might or might not help. I figure it can't hurt anymore... i don't figure anything can make me hurt more than I already do ( Read more... )

Just the first four lines... say it all ( Read more... )

on what's going to happen to what's left of my life. I want it back. I want my life back, when I was happy... hell.. when *we* were happy. He walks around looking empty and hollow-eyed... and I don't understand ( Read more... )

"All i have left is my name and a bit of earth..... and the universe and everything else is falling down on me."

how people can swear, and I mean Swear with a capital "S" that they would *never* hurt your family... and then turn around and totally destroy it. How someone can pretend to be your friend, and then stab you in your back by being a selfish shallow backstabbing whore. How someone can hurt innocent children simply by not giving a damn about anyone ( Read more... )

Ever notice that once you tell someone you're really Happy, with a capital "H".. everything crashes down around you?

No, I don't want to talk to anyone, so don't ask. Just needed to say that..

Okay... many of you know why I refuse to use my old nick ImNoAngel. This is just a taste of why ( Read more... )