Ho hum....
Listening to my programme for the billionth time. Just have to before I commit it to disc and then wahey. I think I could do better but I'm not sure if I'm saying that because it's true or because every producer is their own worst critic.
Can't really sleep anyways, after sleeping for a couple of days I'm wide awake, at bloody 3am. Don't even think the office is open on the weekends so it's not like I could hand it in...*checks*...no idea...won't sodding tell me. Growl. Would be nice to just get the bugger in already and not risk the 'OMG one minute late, no mark for yooooooooou' drama that would be shortly followed by drinking heavily and then killing myself probably. Sorry to be melodramatic but I've feeling less than chirpy at the moment. Just everything.....blah....can't explain. Feel like I've got a million stresses on my mind. And I've had a fucking headache all fucking day. I've drunk so much water I'm surprised I haven't drowned. Fucking stupid fucking head.
Just hopefully doing the final tweaks and then it can FUCK RIGHT OFF. TO MARS OR FURTHER. Note to self: Radio course, not best for headaches. EVER.
The most annoying thing is that i have no idea if it sounds ok. I honestly don't. BLECK to it all....in the fucking face.
Even more annoying is that I am hungry. For the first time in months I am hungry. I know this isn't real hunger, it's angry-hungry but fuck me, I want to just eat something just so I'll stop grinding my teeth. I know it would make me worse, I know this but fuck it if I hadn't gotten so out of the habit by now I would cooking be up some pasta.
J
Can't really sleep anyways, after sleeping for a couple of days I'm wide awake, at bloody 3am. Don't even think the office is open on the weekends so it's not like I could hand it in...*checks*...no idea...won't sodding tell me. Growl. Would be nice to just get the bugger in already and not risk the 'OMG one minute late, no mark for yooooooooou' drama that would be shortly followed by drinking heavily and then killing myself probably. Sorry to be melodramatic but I've feeling less than chirpy at the moment. Just everything.....blah....can't explain. Feel like I've got a million stresses on my mind. And I've had a fucking headache all fucking day. I've drunk so much water I'm surprised I haven't drowned. Fucking stupid fucking head.
Just hopefully doing the final tweaks and then it can FUCK RIGHT OFF. TO MARS OR FURTHER. Note to self: Radio course, not best for headaches. EVER.
The most annoying thing is that i have no idea if it sounds ok. I honestly don't. BLECK to it all....in the fucking face.
Even more annoying is that I am hungry. For the first time in months I am hungry. I know this isn't real hunger, it's angry-hungry but fuck me, I want to just eat something just so I'll stop grinding my teeth. I know it would make me worse, I know this but fuck it if I hadn't gotten so out of the habit by now I would cooking be up some pasta.
J