False Love Compare
from "Fated To Love You"
Episode 15:
He is here. Why does his gaze still make her heart beat faster? She has worked so hard these past two years to change herself. No longer is she the sticky-note errand girl, but an artist who has just sold her first gallery-displayed piece of work. Now, this ghost from her past has reappeared here in Shanghai. She thought that she had overwritten the naivety that had last to the disaster that cost her her child and what little self-respect she had.
When that easily-thrown away her had lost everything, it was Dylan who helped her to pick up the pieces and create a stronger more independent Elaine. The same Dylan who has stood by her these past two years professionally and personally. Why then, doesn't her heart beat faster when Dylan looks at her with that softened gaze? She knows that Ji Cunxi never had and never will treat her as well as Dylan has, so this stupid ache in her heart...
WHAT SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED EPISODE 15 and on (ongoing...?):
Again! This was just a whole new game to him. Another way to fool the stupid sticky-note girl who can be used whenever needed and thrown away without remorse. When he married her for the sake of their child, she knew that Anna was the one who held his heart. With that accidental pregnancy, she had shattered his life. She understood all of that! So, she did not refuse those divorce papers. She smiled when he left her on her birthday to celebrate his with Anna. She even put Anna on her child's baby-book as the mother so that after their divorce, they can still be a happy family! Everything her Cunxi-loving-stupid-self had, she gave to him then! She knew from the start that he would choose Anna, but she never thought that he would ask her to abort the child. She had foolishly believed that he had at least that much love in him.
Now, he follows her home, fights with the one support she has had, and tells her that he likes her. So yes, even while her stupid heart still aches when she sees him, she knows that she said the right thing. After everything that has happened between them, she could never feel completely safe and happy with him. So, she hopes that Dylan will forgive her for her lies and tears. She hopes that she can forgive herself for them.
Episode 15:
He is here. Why does his gaze still make her heart beat faster? She has worked so hard these past two years to change herself. No longer is she the sticky-note errand girl, but an artist who has just sold her first gallery-displayed piece of work. Now, this ghost from her past has reappeared here in Shanghai. She thought that she had overwritten the naivety that had last to the disaster that cost her her child and what little self-respect she had.
When that easily-thrown away her had lost everything, it was Dylan who helped her to pick up the pieces and create a stronger more independent Elaine. The same Dylan who has stood by her these past two years professionally and personally. Why then, doesn't her heart beat faster when Dylan looks at her with that softened gaze? She knows that Ji Cunxi never had and never will treat her as well as Dylan has, so this stupid ache in her heart...
WHAT SHOULD HAVE HAPPENED EPISODE 15 and on (ongoing...?):
Again! This was just a whole new game to him. Another way to fool the stupid sticky-note girl who can be used whenever needed and thrown away without remorse. When he married her for the sake of their child, she knew that Anna was the one who held his heart. With that accidental pregnancy, she had shattered his life. She understood all of that! So, she did not refuse those divorce papers. She smiled when he left her on her birthday to celebrate his with Anna. She even put Anna on her child's baby-book as the mother so that after their divorce, they can still be a happy family! Everything her Cunxi-loving-stupid-self had, she gave to him then! She knew from the start that he would choose Anna, but she never thought that he would ask her to abort the child. She had foolishly believed that he had at least that much love in him.
Now, he follows her home, fights with the one support she has had, and tells her that he likes her. So yes, even while her stupid heart still aches when she sees him, she knows that she said the right thing. After everything that has happened between them, she could never feel completely safe and happy with him. So, she hopes that Dylan will forgive her for her lies and tears. She hopes that she can forgive herself for them.