Omg I haven't written in my journal in two years!! I absolutely cant believe its all still here all my memories..Hello all!!

what is wrong with me?? i have a feeling im going to be pmsing pretty soon...i feel so vunerable to everything..and tired..blah. but im happy all at the same time..its confusing the fuck outta me and i feel so unstable..grr..um in the brighter side of news i made the honor roll again for the 3rd time in a row!! iam glad i finally got school in ( Read more... )

omg...i go into work on saturday..expecting it to be a normal day..happy from friday night(which i spent with the my new boyfriend..stephen..) and really not expecting much to happen..well im by the back sink cleaning dishes and the manager was calling me to the front..well my sister was like "what do you want with her she's cleaning dishes?" then ( Read more... )

ever feel like escaping? ever just for one moment wish to be completely free without anything holding you down? no one holding on to your wings...just bliss..with every moment as exhilirating as the last..just the freedom to close my eyes and lean back and feel the cool, soft wind on my backside. leaving me breatheless yet, secure at the same time ( Read more... )

this year i was kinda of a scrooge on mardi gras....i didnt get drunk, and i didnt even catch any beads...and i saw little 14 and 15 year olds stumbling everywhere..yay...besides that of course i went through another relationship and i cried..blah...another come and go i guess..but its ok..i dont want to be anyone's lover tonight..i am so ( Read more... )

its wierd..im looking at all these entries that i written and its all about love...it not its hacked up to be you know?? i mean for the longest time ive tried and searched for the ulitmate guy and now that im single again i wonder why i feel that ive needed a guy this whole entire time to make me happy you know? sadly all ive done is really waste ( Read more... )

one of the main reasons when you make a mistake, is you learn from it...im kinda of upset but then dissappointed..sigh..

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starry nights...city lights
coming down over me
sky scrapers and stargazers in my head
are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown
this dirty town was burning down in my dreams
lost and found city bound in my dreams & SCREAMING
are we we are, are we we are the waiting and
SREAMING are we we are are we we are the waiting
forget me nots and ( Read more... )

there's good news and bad news..the good news is that i broke up with ( Read more... )