of all the things

[missyxes]

Why did I take French, like seriously, was I mentally upped in the head when I was looking at my course selection sheets or something?? And I picked it for next year too!! D:     I want to be good at it, because talking it makes me feel smart and sexy and sophisticated, but it's dammned hard.   The language has freaking ass loads of irregular verbs where there's nothing else to do but Memorise! and thennnnnn just arrrg.

I should studying right now, because I have my French final in like sixteen hours. But...it's nearly impossible right now because I'm so icky feeling.  That kinda discontent feeling when you realize that nothing your doing in your life actually makes sense of what you want to be doing with your life.  :(

I hate finals week, it always forces me to learn.