Ahhhhh!!!
I miss cigarettes. I really..really..really do. I am not going to give in though damn it! Those patches were expensive and I am going to quit smoking whether I like it or not. This feeling will pass. I know it will, I have done this before and the last cigarette I had was on Sunday, so it hasn't even been a whole week yet. Driving feels funny without smoking at the same time. And let me just say, I picked a hell of a week to quit with work being so crappy. But I am still not going to give in. I am just not. I may however, get the patch stuck on my tongue if I do give in to the urge to lick the damn thing. I have been smart and putting them on my legs so it won't be so easy!
I don't miss the burning of smoke in my lungs, but I do miss the comfort of the whole thing. And I really don't miss smelling like smoke, but I can't wait until the smoke on other people starts smelling bad, because I was ready to hold down one of my coworkers today and just smell her because she smelled like a cigarette. And I have to resist the urge to kiss random strangers who are smoking just so I can suck the smoke out of their lungs... Yeah.. This sucks. But I will get through it. At least I am not alone in this venture. Ron, Alan and Amanda are all quitting at the same time.. so at least I know I am not the only one suffering. And as far as I know, no one has given in yet.
On a side note, I bought 5 pounds of Soy nuts today. I blame this on the not smoking and working for 25 1/2 hours in two days. And the fact that I found out today that I like soy nuts and that I am slightly allergic to Walnuts. Being allergic to walnuts has nothing to do with the soy nut thing, but I did find that out today.
Anyway.. I think I will get ready for bed as I have a long day at work tomorrow.
I don't miss the burning of smoke in my lungs, but I do miss the comfort of the whole thing. And I really don't miss smelling like smoke, but I can't wait until the smoke on other people starts smelling bad, because I was ready to hold down one of my coworkers today and just smell her because she smelled like a cigarette. And I have to resist the urge to kiss random strangers who are smoking just so I can suck the smoke out of their lungs... Yeah.. This sucks. But I will get through it. At least I am not alone in this venture. Ron, Alan and Amanda are all quitting at the same time.. so at least I know I am not the only one suffering. And as far as I know, no one has given in yet.
On a side note, I bought 5 pounds of Soy nuts today. I blame this on the not smoking and working for 25 1/2 hours in two days. And the fact that I found out today that I like soy nuts and that I am slightly allergic to Walnuts. Being allergic to walnuts has nothing to do with the soy nut thing, but I did find that out today.
Anyway.. I think I will get ready for bed as I have a long day at work tomorrow.