"... Oh no he de-en't!!!"
Show me a man fit to lead - that man I will follow
I hope I have the chance to grow before I die tomorrow
I'm currently living in Newcastle, working my ass off as an Admin Officer 8 hours a day. Basically presentation of data for various contracts and people, but I don't have a boss... the company high fliers from Sydney HQ come to me and ask me to coordinate data for their jobs and I do it. Don't ask how much I'm making, cause I honestly don't know my rate of pay yet alone if I've been paid for the last three weeks :P Things are pretty hectic and I haven't spoken to my parents in about nine days, which - despite my mother's acting - seems to have rendered no extremist emotional response from them. Nobody else has been in contact, so I hope that all is well - I seem to get wind of things pretty quickly when it isn't.
Oh, yeah, and I got into A Mid Summer Opera in Soprano 2 role.
We went to Paddy's belated 18th birthday party (belated by about 5 months), and we met his brother and his fiancee and friend. They were hilarious and invited just about everyone they could on an outing to a fetish club next week. Hehehe, we've all been warned off wearing yellow or stilettos :P
"... Oh no he de-en't!!!"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I hope I have the chance to grow before I die tomorrow
I'm currently living in Newcastle, working my ass off as an Admin Officer 8 hours a day. Basically presentation of data for various contracts and people, but I don't have a boss... the company high fliers from Sydney HQ come to me and ask me to coordinate data for their jobs and I do it. Don't ask how much I'm making, cause I honestly don't know my rate of pay yet alone if I've been paid for the last three weeks :P Things are pretty hectic and I haven't spoken to my parents in about nine days, which - despite my mother's acting - seems to have rendered no extremist emotional response from them. Nobody else has been in contact, so I hope that all is well - I seem to get wind of things pretty quickly when it isn't.
Oh, yeah, and I got into A Mid Summer Opera in Soprano 2 role.
We went to Paddy's belated 18th birthday party (belated by about 5 months), and we met his brother and his fiancee and friend. They were hilarious and invited just about everyone they could on an outing to a fetish club next week. Hehehe, we've all been warned off wearing yellow or stilettos :P
"... Oh no he de-en't!!!"
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you