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[missyjack]

I have so much I want to say about this weeks episode, including trying to work out why the ep hit my damn sadness button so hard. And then they go and put up the director's clips for next weeks episode and Holy Mother of Fandom! Is there some sorta hotline I can ring for support

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[goodnight]

wow. yeah. I mean I've only been reading your journal for a few weeks and even IM shocked. haha

[missyjack]

*g* don't worry I am sure this is just the calm before the storm!

[eboniorchid]

MJ! You have no words?! What?! *pokes you* Okay, Shifter!MJ, where's my wifey?

But really, the sadness still gets me, I've seen the ep three times now and every time I get to the end with Sam teary eyed and "maybe I could be saved" and everything? Yeah, I always yell at the screen and tear up my damn self. *is emo over HotH*

And then of course EVIL!SAM!!!!! ... *forgets how to breathe*

So umm ... yeah ... pictures ... umm ... your bookshelves or coffee table or whatever (I wanna see what you read when you're not reading fanfic).

Okay. That is all. Dismissed! *bows out*

[missyjack]

*hugs*

I don't think that it helps that due to time diff and downloads, I ended up watching it at 5.30, just as dawn was breaking, when the world was quiet.

I think its their increasing sense of powerlessness that gets me, their fear in facing what is unknown.

will take pics for sharing.

[eboniorchid]

increasing sense of powerlessness

I think that's just exactly the way to define it. Even when they didn't know exactly what was going on, they've tended to have a pretty good set of tools and skills at their disposal for handling whatever was coming their way. They had a kind of confidence in their ability to always rise to the challenge. More and more, though, they're starting to feel like maybe they won't always be able to rise to the challenge. And that's scary for everyone.

*hugs*

[missyjack]

*clings like a umm clingy thing*

and - points to icon - why does Sam keep framing it as his "destiny"? Sure the demon has plans for him, but why that make it his destiny? I mean if someone/something else was after him he wouldn't call it that?

[grrli]

It was a total 360 from the ep before it, wasnt it? Man, these Winchesters have more issues than a collection of twenty years worth of Sports Illustrated.

Religion is a delicate but powerful subject. The fact that we've been dealing with the negative side of it all this time softens things up for the other possible end. And, we can all either relate to one or both of the guys, in a spiritual sense. Everyone's had their moments.

I saw something spoilery *cries a lil* and... yeah. But it's too cool to not happen. I'm excited to see the next one!
Hmm. That's a hard decision. I find that flipping coins or rolling die help me to figure that stuff out.
Or me just sitting there and owning up to the fact that my personal muse just turned into a great big lazy couch potato and that no amount of kicking it in the ass will motivate. Like my *stabs* John muse. *slaps it for good measure*
I love John, but can I finish a fic I've done for him? No. *snarl*

Where'd you take the dog for lunch?

[missyjack]

*hugs* yes and I think its particularly moving seeing the boys not in control and not knowing what to do. Because, that makes them just like us doesn't it?

I think i'll leave me muses to work it out and finish the little birthday project - which is for someone we both know *wink wink*

Dog and I went for walk in nearby big aprk and then to groovy cafe for latte and salami adn antipasto foccaccia. He just got a bowl of water, but is now homing munching on a bone that looks like it came from a dinosaur.

[vanishing_ruby]

I'm trying to work up the courage to watch the director's clips.

And as for pictures, how about the view from your bedroom window?

[missyjack]

the clips are very spoilery I'll warn you.

and thanks for the pic prompt - would that be looking in or looking out??

[vanishing_ruby]

Looking out. And I looked at them, and I must say, next week is gonna be tough to watch.

[missyjack]

yes it is *sigh*

[talilov]

you're cooking your dog for lunch? o.0

[missyjack]

No silly, I'm taking him out for bagel's and lattes *g*

[talilov]

I...am jealous of the treatment you give your dog :p I want bagels and lattes <.<

I pimped the new comm in my post, just like I promised ;D

[missyjack]

Thanks for the pimping!