pissed to the end-
Not so very content right now. Not exactly sure why. I woke up and was wide awake. Haven't done much today, cept chat here and there online, wrote alittle, watched some tv, packed alittle, and listened to music. Trying to clean my room but its hard when u dont the completions to admit. Did that even make sense?
Sick of everyone's bullshit. People suck they seriously do. I hate em all. Well most anyway. We werent put on this planet to b bitches now were we? Or were we?
I am sick of my fucking hair problems. I mean it would b cute if it were longer, all my self confidence went down the drain cause i feel like i am twelve. As long as Adan likes it i guess i dont really give a shit. And since i will be seeing him in ten days, everything should b okay. Attempting to arrange plans so we get as much time together as we can since hes coming to see me and its what we both want. God i love that boy. Hes so perfect for me.
Obviously theres something really cool in me you all are missing because Adan see's it perfectly.
Gotta get Mary's kitten to her at the begining of next week. Little runt boy :) so cute. i wish i coulda kept one, but no i am stuck with a fatty obease blob that doesnt do anything but sit around all day and puke up her food. Leaves fleas sometimes too- yum yum.
Talked to Courtney a few times today. Both of us are excited about this weekend. not excited that i wont b getting to talk to adan and it will b our anniversary on saturday...maybe i will get lucky and there will b service.
Kinda excited to just sit back with no one i know around, get away from this drama filled place, the memories. Finally i get to exscape for awhile and tend to a nice dock with water just below and the beautiful sun tanning my precious body. Yes. *smiles* this will b nice-
Pissed of about my job that i am trying to get. I called them once last week and then again today. Said Steve would call back in a few minutes and we he never fuckin did. GAHHHH i really need this job. Why do people have to b so god damn stupid.
Seems to me i have a lot of anger right now. I would go for a walk but thats clearly not an option since i am in pajamas and adan is going to call in like twenty minutes. Besides i havent flaunted my hair in the public eye yet- let's hope it goes well.
I am obsessing over my looks way to much latley. Thats another thing i hate about human nature. GAHHHHHH
k well im done bitchin n moanin. Ill spare you the rest of my pathetic life.