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So i woke up at eleven and i am pretty much awake for the most part...alittle tired, but then again i pretty much got no sleep.
Just to put everyone on the same page here:
Despite whatever you may think i dont sit down and attempt to change Adans mind in order to make him dislike whoever i may hate. Yes i do let him in on my life...i hold things in for a certain amount of time but eventually i let it out. When i told him what happened i told him EXACTLY what happened and he asked me why i didnt tell him sooner. He got pissed. I never once asked him to go and say a thing to you...i didnt ask him to do anything. The most i ever ask is for him to understand me. And he does most of the time. I am sorry that you hate the fact that i am his girlfriend. Its time you accept the fact that we are in love and he WANTS to b with me. As a best friend and even friend..you all need to learn to live with that. Just because Adan has changed doesnt mean anything. He has changed in ways to better our relationship. You can not tell me that if you were in love with somone and were in my sittuation u wouldnt appriciate that too. I am tired of you always complaining that things are my fault...never his...never anyone elses. I may state my feelings but i dont sit down and conduct hypmotising experiments forcing him to do the things he does. He is a big boy and has capabilities of doing his own thing and making up his own mind, i cant control that, nor do i really want to. So next time before you start blamming everything on me...try blaming yourself for once...or maybe even Adan. I am not some horrible person ruining everyones lives. Some people may not like me the best but its not like i am completely ruining your live but dating your friend or best friend. Come on...theres more to your life that than.