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A broken smile with an empty heart,
Her aching soul slowly reaches out.
The guilty stare from deep within
Time to ignore all doubt once again
Dissolving in pain she feels are her truths
So lost and confused living the life of so many youths.
She feels the pain surfaced right at the top
She screams and fights wishing it would all stop.
Her tears are signs that the end is near
She whips out her stained knife, holding little fear
Thinking it’s her punishment she’s better off this way
She scratches a welt turning her head in dismay.
Slowly dots of blood appear
She feels so much better than drowns in a beer
Spinning circles faster, faster
Sucked in so deep to uncontrollable laughter
Friends they ask and wonder why
She breaks down and starts to cry
Ignoring comments and drowning life
Her boyfriend even knows something isn’t right
Waking up passed out on the floor
She barley remembers the night before
Daily routine starts at the beginning again
The scars still there but perfectly hidden
Made so many mistakes and she broke down every wall
Shes still hurting so much again waiting for her time to fall
What gets her the most is you pretending to care
But then she thinks your never even there
The past has faded its done and gone
But that’s whats keeping her barely holding on
She feels her deadly ongoing mistakes
Thinks she’s living a life so fake
Counting down the days her knife no longer will she depend
Cutters leave marks, but depression kills in the end.
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