May 26, 2002 00:37
I just got an email from him apologizing for not calling last night, and he also had called. The email was very abrupt. He said that he was sorry he hadn't called, but as the voice mail said, he was helping Steve (a not- so- friendly friend of his). That was it. No I love you, or even his name. I wonder what that was all about. I give up. I really do. I dont' care. I want to be with him, but he has to shape up a bit. He has to either realize that I"m not just his play toy and summer landlord. That I'm a girl he's dating, almost his g/f, but not quite, and despite the lack of a title, I am not to be taken advantage of.