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I'm beginning to think I'm a bother to him when I call him if he hasn't called me. I will NOT be a bother, and I will NOT call him again. If he wants to talk to me, he can darn well call me. I will not be desperate. I shouldn't be, I have 4 other guys who have asked me out recently. I will not sit here and wait for his call. He knows that if he wants to be wtih me, he has to make a decision, that he has to treat me right, and he should know that he should go back to treating me like the lady I am, the way I deserve to be treated. He should still feel lucky to be able to spend time with me, just like he used to. He's getting too comfortable, and starting to take advantage of my presence and generosity. I will not stand for that. I am a good catch, as my friend Dee put it. (She is too, she's wonderful, so if you're single and looking, let me hook you up.) But I am, and I will be treated as such. If he wants to be with me, he knows what he has to do. He's not doing well at this point. He promised he would call yesterday if he got home before 2am. Even after 2am, if he was online, he should have called. Even if he spent all night with his friends, he still hasn't called me today, and it's almost 11pm. So, his loss. I've relaxed all day, and I have some things I need, so I"m going out. If he calls, his loss. He can talk to my voice mail. I am a good catch, and when I lose the weight that I've been wanting to (Anyone have good ideas on how to do this? Please?!) he's going to wish he had treated me better even more. Especially if he screws up too much, and I decide to go out with one or more of the other four guys who have asked me out, who also think I have a great personality and looks. One even told me he did a triple take when he saw me the first night we met. Talk about an ego boost! Well, on that note, time for me to go get my shopping done. Later!