Tired of this

Jun 18, 2008 22:16

I hate making life changes. I hate thinking it over a MILLION times in your head and be mentally exhausted by the end of the day, just trying to figure things out. But then it never does get figured out. Or it all goes to waste.

I'm tired. I don't even know why, but I just kept THINKING today about all the possibilities today.

But I have been reading a lot of books on this one topic, and this conversation I had with some girls from work today about the future and my dreams, hopes and desires.

It's funny how weird people think I am, but at the same time refreshing. Because in the light of all the darkness in this world, some of us must still give out rays of hope. And I like to think I shock people into this sometimes.

Call it hopeless romantic.

Call it useless dreams.

I call it God's will.

And it can be quite beautiful how pure it is at times.

And that's that.

I'm off to watch a movie.

:>:> Bianca
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