I have some time now.  I am the only one awake, it is 12: 20 PM.  No baby crying to be held, nothing to do, except there are so many options... I could pack for California, I need to to do my nails and feet, clean the house so that it's nice for Andy, I feel so bad that we're leaving him behind, and I feel bad that my family doesn't care about his ( Read more... )