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i just want to sit down and cry
nothing is going right
no one understands
either i don't want people to understand
or i don't trust people enough to tell them
im in such a horrible position right now
i feel so far from where i've been- that's from white houses
im hating that i won't let myself trust
i feel like i can't do anything right
or look right in the eyes of other people
and i know i shouldn't care what other people think
but i do
what i hate most of all is that i go around with a happy face
when inside i couln't feel worse...
sorry if this brings you down, but it's my journal i just had to get this out...
nothing is going right
no one understands
either i don't want people to understand
or i don't trust people enough to tell them
im in such a horrible position right now
i feel so far from where i've been- that's from white houses
im hating that i won't let myself trust
i feel like i can't do anything right
or look right in the eyes of other people
and i know i shouldn't care what other people think
but i do
what i hate most of all is that i go around with a happy face
when inside i couln't feel worse...
sorry if this brings you down, but it's my journal i just had to get this out...