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This is my letter to the bitch
I am sure you have felt and known I am very upset lately with not talking in the car etc, and I just have not thought it was worth bringing up until now. Recently I have been very ticked off here at work that while Joe was gone from here you felt you did not need to help in his stores etc., and then Dawn left too, so I have had the job in taking both of there work on. No you do not get paid to do their work but neither do I. It would be just common courteously to go ahead and help out a co-worker and I thought friend. I decided oh we’ll that is work I will get passed that and move on.
Now I have something I can not move on about. I have discovered that Rick is back on drugs again, and has been for awhile. I know I am not telling you anything new to you since you are the one providing them to him. I am sure I have been the butt of all the jokes and a few others that I am so stupid. I also know you don’t feel there is anything wrong with Rick doing that kind, but that is your own view. I have confided in you so many times about the issues with me and Rick about the drug thing, you know how I feel when he is doing them, and then to find out someone who calls themselves my friend has been getting them for him just blows me away. How can you do that to me, and not just to me to my daughters too. I have told you he gets violent and he also gets very depressed and suicidal on them, but you just could not keep out of it. I am a good example to my children and I do not want them messed up in drugs. I know that if he wanted them bad enough he would have gotten them anywhere, but as a friend you should have came to me to warn me that he was having the problem again. No friend would go behind my back and get them for him. I am sure I do not know everything involved, but I know so many things right now that are upsetting me I don’t think I could handle much more.
I am very sorry but I feel that because of the circumstances I will not be able to car pool any longer with you. I am sure that is going to cause you some problems, but I can’t tell you all the problems this is causing for me. Just to say the least Rick is going into treatment if it does not work me and the girls will be leaving him. I am sorry we do not share the same feelings about what kind of drugs are acceptable and I am sorry that this all came about. I will take you until the end of this week, but I am in no frame of mind to talk. I am sure you understand why. Actually that is a good word why? Why would you do that to a friend. We have been friends for so long. I had you as my Maid of Honor at my renewals, how could you back stab me like that? You always say you never turn your back on a girlfriend or lie to a girlfriend especially for a man. What do you think you did now?
Please do not come to my desk unless it has to pertain to work, because right now I do not know what I would say to you. I am so angry and feel so betrayed by both of you that I don’t know what to do.
I am sure you have felt and known I am very upset lately with not talking in the car etc, and I just have not thought it was worth bringing up until now. Recently I have been very ticked off here at work that while Joe was gone from here you felt you did not need to help in his stores etc., and then Dawn left too, so I have had the job in taking both of there work on. No you do not get paid to do their work but neither do I. It would be just common courteously to go ahead and help out a co-worker and I thought friend. I decided oh we’ll that is work I will get passed that and move on.
Now I have something I can not move on about. I have discovered that Rick is back on drugs again, and has been for awhile. I know I am not telling you anything new to you since you are the one providing them to him. I am sure I have been the butt of all the jokes and a few others that I am so stupid. I also know you don’t feel there is anything wrong with Rick doing that kind, but that is your own view. I have confided in you so many times about the issues with me and Rick about the drug thing, you know how I feel when he is doing them, and then to find out someone who calls themselves my friend has been getting them for him just blows me away. How can you do that to me, and not just to me to my daughters too. I have told you he gets violent and he also gets very depressed and suicidal on them, but you just could not keep out of it. I am a good example to my children and I do not want them messed up in drugs. I know that if he wanted them bad enough he would have gotten them anywhere, but as a friend you should have came to me to warn me that he was having the problem again. No friend would go behind my back and get them for him. I am sure I do not know everything involved, but I know so many things right now that are upsetting me I don’t think I could handle much more.
I am very sorry but I feel that because of the circumstances I will not be able to car pool any longer with you. I am sure that is going to cause you some problems, but I can’t tell you all the problems this is causing for me. Just to say the least Rick is going into treatment if it does not work me and the girls will be leaving him. I am sorry we do not share the same feelings about what kind of drugs are acceptable and I am sorry that this all came about. I will take you until the end of this week, but I am in no frame of mind to talk. I am sure you understand why. Actually that is a good word why? Why would you do that to a friend. We have been friends for so long. I had you as my Maid of Honor at my renewals, how could you back stab me like that? You always say you never turn your back on a girlfriend or lie to a girlfriend especially for a man. What do you think you did now?
Please do not come to my desk unless it has to pertain to work, because right now I do not know what I would say to you. I am so angry and feel so betrayed by both of you that I don’t know what to do.