I made a desicion and fuck it, im not going back on it

[misspr3ttyfshn]

I feel like I lost. Like it was always just a battle he and i played, a tug-a-war i suppose you could say. Maybe i have more emotions and i take more things to the heart or maybe he doesnt take enough. When we were together he broke my heart. and i was always scraed to admit it, because maybe it would just take over me and i would loose. So i never

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[conito07]

i tried you know i did, i never gave up until you told me to stop, and i did that cause i wanted you to be happy, you even said so yourself, i thought i could make you happy but i guess i was wrong, i am sorry if i hurt you in any way i just dont know how i did i always tried to treat you like a queen, i never wanted to see you with a frown on your face, te pido perdon carol, por favor, i tried my hardest to make it work but you didnt want to, i told you i loved you and i still do, but it seems that you dont care, everytime i ask you to talk about something you just want to avoid it, im sorry if i hurt you in any way, you know i would do anything for you, i have always cared and i still do i just want you to know that, you can say some hurtful things at time and i try to ignore them but its not easy, hope we can talk about this later on the phone, give me a call

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[misspr3ttyfshn]

I really dont know what to say. im sorry too. im sorry that it didnt work between us and that things arent how we pictured them to be a year ago. but maybe it wasnt meant to work. i dont know. you said i chaged since i got here. and i dont see it, to speak the truth i think i changed with you because i care about you i just want you to be happy. what i dont understand is why you could do soemthing you know i would never have the heart to do to you. and you cant use Roberto... because that was a one day thing. it wasnt like we had feelings it was for the fun of hooking up. but you have feelings for this girl this girl you know i would back up and yet you choose to lie to me. and thats what hurts. that you can never make up your mind. you say your over me one day and that you want me to be happy and the next day your telling me that you love me and that you want me back, but then how can you... i dont even know. im so confussed with everything that is going on rite now. <3