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I really need to move to my new LJ as soon as possible because this place is turning into a dump for unsorted thoughts.
It is messy and makes me flustered.
My new journal will be neat and organized and contain exactly what I want instead of everything I don't want to say. For weird reasons, I get distracted here and I end up saying a lot of stuff that doesn't mean anything and just makes me more flustered and confused than before.
That has gotta change. Words are not to be spilled lightly. For me, once you type out something, you bring it to life and then it's becomes your responsibility - a mark on your slate of a heart, a printed record on your sorted memory. It'll be there to stay no matter what. When things are only in your head, they're just little spots and strands of light in darkness - nothing real, nothing tangible yet.
That is all.
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I need to listen to some good music.
It is messy and makes me flustered.
My new journal will be neat and organized and contain exactly what I want instead of everything I don't want to say. For weird reasons, I get distracted here and I end up saying a lot of stuff that doesn't mean anything and just makes me more flustered and confused than before.
That has gotta change. Words are not to be spilled lightly. For me, once you type out something, you bring it to life and then it's becomes your responsibility - a mark on your slate of a heart, a printed record on your sorted memory. It'll be there to stay no matter what. When things are only in your head, they're just little spots and strands of light in darkness - nothing real, nothing tangible yet.
That is all.
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I need to listen to some good music.