farewell Ryan
I have bent for you and I've deprived for you and I'm done
I have depressed for you and contorted for you and I'm done
I have stifled for you and I've compromised for you and I'm done
I have silenced for you and sacrificed for you and I'm done
it won't be easy for us to disengage
I'm at the end of self deprivation stage
This is one of the hardest things to do - making the conscious effort to move on - but my will is being destroyed slowly. I don't want to look back on this year with a strong sense of failure because realistically, it was far from that. I did everything I could to make amends but there are just some people who cannot forgive and there's no use in trying to change them.
I have depressed for you and contorted for you and I'm done
I have stifled for you and I've compromised for you and I'm done
I have silenced for you and sacrificed for you and I'm done
it won't be easy for us to disengage
I'm at the end of self deprivation stage
This is one of the hardest things to do - making the conscious effort to move on - but my will is being destroyed slowly. I don't want to look back on this year with a strong sense of failure because realistically, it was far from that. I did everything I could to make amends but there are just some people who cannot forgive and there's no use in trying to change them.