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[missmariss]

i'm so stressed out i can literally feel the nerves in my arms and hands. i can feel that everything is going to just come to a point and explode soon, and i can't predict where it's all going to end up. my mind is racing and i need to go to bed and i know i'm just going to lie in bed freaking out about everything. and the thing that's frustrating is i know this is all going to get worked out. i just wish it were worked out now.

also, this is a terrible time to be dead broke. i could really use lots and lots of cigarettes about now.