total overshare ... see how little i care.
Shaun said something rather interesting while we were in Albuquerque. First of all, you should know that before he met me, Shaun had intended on abstaining from sex until marriage. My thought on that was kind of like "no". I know, God will give me a whatfor on that one, but ... you know. Anyway, I asked him if he had seriously intended on waiting until marriage for sex. He confirmed that he had and that if we weren't having sex right now, he'd probably be pushing the marriage issue more. It's just interesting to think ... that the issue of marriage would, well, be an issue. It's weird to think of it as an issue. Seeing all of my friends getting married and/or pregnant is making me feel as though I am lagging behind ... but I don't want that. Not right now. I'm not sure what the point of that was, but there you go.
Speaking of sex ... here's something else that's interesting. I don't know if I've talked about the practical problems Shaun and I have been experiencing with sex, but the short of it is that he is very big and I am very not. I am small in very, very many ways and one of them happens to be rather unfortunate. So, I went for my first papsmear and told the doctor the problems I was having with sex and she checked around for me ...
Yeah, my hymen is still fully intact. And it will continue to be, as I apparently have a rather resilient one. (She said something about it being thick or ... I don't know. Point is, it's not breaking like it should.) Go freaking figure. So, has anyone seen Kinsey? You know the operation his wife has to go through? We're thinking that that's probably the only way for this to really work for me. So, snip snip! If nature won't do, science will.
The idea creeps me out, but seriously, what am I gonna do? I'm not going to get any bigger and he's not going to get any smaller. I hate anatomy.
Speaking of sex ... here's something else that's interesting. I don't know if I've talked about the practical problems Shaun and I have been experiencing with sex, but the short of it is that he is very big and I am very not. I am small in very, very many ways and one of them happens to be rather unfortunate. So, I went for my first papsmear and told the doctor the problems I was having with sex and she checked around for me ...
Yeah, my hymen is still fully intact. And it will continue to be, as I apparently have a rather resilient one. (She said something about it being thick or ... I don't know. Point is, it's not breaking like it should.) Go freaking figure. So, has anyone seen Kinsey? You know the operation his wife has to go through? We're thinking that that's probably the only way for this to really work for me. So, snip snip! If nature won't do, science will.
The idea creeps me out, but seriously, what am I gonna do? I'm not going to get any bigger and he's not going to get any smaller. I hate anatomy.