Another day at the Hell Hole of Beauty

[misslust]

Woke up early to get to school. Learned and Performed the european hand massage today. I will be testing out on it tomorrow. cut myself... filing my own nails. those nail files are seriously dangerous. Had lunch with Nicole and Caroline. Nicole wants me to join her at church sometime. :/ who knows. i dont even go to my church as often as i'd like to. Im such an undedicated person. I wish i was doing graphic design work again. I miss everything. I miss work. I miss worrying about losing my eyesight and developing worse carpol tunnel, and sitting on my ass all day, working on ad design on the computer... instead of standing on my feet all day kissing peoples asses and making them feel better about themselves. I hate pampering people. I hate people in general. Why should i feel like I should kiss their ass, pamper them, and make them feel like a million bucks, for a living? Im so dumb.

David went to burger king, when i walked into class, he asked me how lunch was, and i responded with "fine... I went to wendy's" he told me he had gone to burger king, and i should have let him know, cos otherwise he would have joined me. He told me he hates fast food. Well, its true. Fast food is horrible and kills my stomach every time i devour a greasy double cheeseburger with bacon (since wendy's doesnt serve the Big Mountain Bacon Cheese Burger anymore). You know what... I want to go to publix and get a sub tomorrow for lunch. thats what i'll do.

I need to find my time card. this is the second time i lost it, and this is the second time card i received. what the fak.

-=im going to get into so much trouble=-