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i am extraordinarily sad, right now. It has come on very suddenly, and it's almost debilitating. it isn't just a typical, everyday sadness. I can only describe it as hopeless despair. and it's not really about anything, in particular. there are things on my mind, today, but that's not unusual. nothing to explain the black hole in my chest and the tears welling up. so very odd. it feels as if i may never be happy again.