It's been awhile.
I can feel the cool Fall nights coming and I <3 love it! Fall makes me so happy.
Much has happened and gone down since the last time I updated. RIP Hjo * Girl, you will never be forgotten. August 21st, and August 22nd were the hardest days I've personally ever had to go through. But spending the days with the Johnson family only made me imagine. Then for weeks after that, everything was just so hard, and still is to this day unbelievable. && RIP Carley P. *
School is such a draaaag! Field Hockey has basically come to an end. Tomorrow we play Livermore under the lights for our last game of the season. YESS! We won't make it to play-off's but I'm kinda glad the seasons over. Field hockey this year wasn't all it was supposed to be, it wasn't a fun fantastic year. && to me, there was only one person keeping me away from having fun like I did my first two years of field hockey. At least all of us girls got along and tried to make it fun :)
It feels like to me, everything is happening one right after another. Stuff just hasn't been the same, things are just tough I guess. Sometimes things are plain hard. Life can knock you down, and brake your heart. I'm still trying to be the peppy, loud and happy girl that I always am. I'm trying my hardest. I can't let myself be down all the time. I've got a heart full of dreams, and a little bit crazzzy. I'm so glad I have the most amazing friends, though <3 I couldn't ask for any better ones. If I ever need to talk, they know when I need to talk! They know how to make me laugh, and we're ALWAYS having a great time. xo
Justin and I are doing `oh so good. We're trying to make everything work out for the best. He'll never doubt that I love him, and I'll do the same for him. Everyday is something different, and so much just goes on! It's all good though. Sometime we'll be perfect no matter how it is, or what we are.
I miss much much much too! I miss some of my friends that I don't hang out with anymore. I really really miss Katie. Me and Miss. Katie were so tight, but it seems like we're always on and off. Katie and I laughed ALL the time and had perfect times together. I miss talking with her and just being there. She's such a fun and warming person, I just miss her pearly white smile every day. <3 I've been with people that I normally don't hang out with, hanging out with fun people. I couldn't ask for anything better, exsept I want Katie there. : /
I'm going to be a tirrred girl in the morning, I need to hit the sheets *
I sleep in your shirt,
Because it feels like you *
Much has happened and gone down since the last time I updated. RIP Hjo * Girl, you will never be forgotten. August 21st, and August 22nd were the hardest days I've personally ever had to go through. But spending the days with the Johnson family only made me imagine. Then for weeks after that, everything was just so hard, and still is to this day unbelievable. && RIP Carley P. *
School is such a draaaag! Field Hockey has basically come to an end. Tomorrow we play Livermore under the lights for our last game of the season. YESS! We won't make it to play-off's but I'm kinda glad the seasons over. Field hockey this year wasn't all it was supposed to be, it wasn't a fun fantastic year. && to me, there was only one person keeping me away from having fun like I did my first two years of field hockey. At least all of us girls got along and tried to make it fun :)
It feels like to me, everything is happening one right after another. Stuff just hasn't been the same, things are just tough I guess. Sometimes things are plain hard. Life can knock you down, and brake your heart. I'm still trying to be the peppy, loud and happy girl that I always am. I'm trying my hardest. I can't let myself be down all the time. I've got a heart full of dreams, and a little bit crazzzy. I'm so glad I have the most amazing friends, though <3 I couldn't ask for any better ones. If I ever need to talk, they know when I need to talk! They know how to make me laugh, and we're ALWAYS having a great time. xo
Justin and I are doing `oh so good. We're trying to make everything work out for the best. He'll never doubt that I love him, and I'll do the same for him. Everyday is something different, and so much just goes on! It's all good though. Sometime we'll be perfect no matter how it is, or what we are.
I miss much much much too! I miss some of my friends that I don't hang out with anymore. I really really miss Katie. Me and Miss. Katie were so tight, but it seems like we're always on and off. Katie and I laughed ALL the time and had perfect times together. I miss talking with her and just being there. She's such a fun and warming person, I just miss her pearly white smile every day. <3 I've been with people that I normally don't hang out with, hanging out with fun people. I couldn't ask for anything better, exsept I want Katie there. : /
I'm going to be a tirrred girl in the morning, I need to hit the sheets *
I sleep in your shirt,
Because it feels like you *