Very long, It's been awhile.
In less then 3 weeks our summer vacation '05 will be over. It's so
weird to think that this is my Junior year, so crazy to think that in 2
years high school will be over. Double sessions start in less then a
week, next Monday- And I'm not too sure if I'm absolutley ready for
them yet, either. Pre-season is always such a kick in the butt! This
year just doesn't seem like it will be the same comparing from my
Freshmen and Sophomore year, just because of a few changes. Hopefully
it will still be a fun fall, like it always has been because it's my
favorite season haha! I wish all summers could be endless and the nice
weather, too. But I'm excitted to see everyone, everyone that I haven't
seen for the entire summer, or just a few times. It will be a little
different though, not having some people there anymore that graduated
that I will miss oh so much!
This summer has actually turned out to be one of the best, actually quite amazing :) I've had some of the most crazy & fabolous times, but it's still not over yet! There's so many fun and most memorable never ending nights, I won't forget them. I think I've learned a lot this summer, a lot about myself too. People say that I have changed, but I found out what I really wanna be, and no one is going to change my decision. I ditched the fakes, and learned that no one is what they seem. I have the best friends any girl could ask for both guys && girls, and I wouldn't trade them in for the world. I don't care what people think of me. I'll be who I want to be, hang out and talk to who I want, and I don't really care who disagrees. Sometimes you just can't be affraid of a 360 degree turn. Justin and I are still together, in love, with our ups and downs for sure. If something bad does happen to us someday, it'll never change what we have now. What we've always had, because he is right - love is real & we have to do everything to keep it alive. Whereever life takes us, we want it to be us together, whatever we are. I want both of us to be happy, and whereever that leads us will be alright. I love you, baby so much ♥ I've also come to realize some things, but sometimes you just have to keep your feelings to yourself. The truth is, every girl has a dream *
All summer long I had been looking for a job, and finally Dutch Treat called me after leading me on for 2 years about it, hah! They want me to work for the rest of the summer, training and getting ready for next year. Since they are opened until the end of October and they will work around my school and field hockey schedule I am happy, and happy I will have some money.
I hope everyone is doing awesome, but now that it is past 3 o'clock in the morning I'm gunna try to go to sleep ♥
This summer has actually turned out to be one of the best, actually quite amazing :) I've had some of the most crazy & fabolous times, but it's still not over yet! There's so many fun and most memorable never ending nights, I won't forget them. I think I've learned a lot this summer, a lot about myself too. People say that I have changed, but I found out what I really wanna be, and no one is going to change my decision. I ditched the fakes, and learned that no one is what they seem. I have the best friends any girl could ask for both guys && girls, and I wouldn't trade them in for the world. I don't care what people think of me. I'll be who I want to be, hang out and talk to who I want, and I don't really care who disagrees. Sometimes you just can't be affraid of a 360 degree turn. Justin and I are still together, in love, with our ups and downs for sure. If something bad does happen to us someday, it'll never change what we have now. What we've always had, because he is right - love is real & we have to do everything to keep it alive. Whereever life takes us, we want it to be us together, whatever we are. I want both of us to be happy, and whereever that leads us will be alright. I love you, baby so much ♥ I've also come to realize some things, but sometimes you just have to keep your feelings to yourself. The truth is, every girl has a dream *
All summer long I had been looking for a job, and finally Dutch Treat called me after leading me on for 2 years about it, hah! They want me to work for the rest of the summer, training and getting ready for next year. Since they are opened until the end of October and they will work around my school and field hockey schedule I am happy, and happy I will have some money.
I hope everyone is doing awesome, but now that it is past 3 o'clock in the morning I'm gunna try to go to sleep ♥