Hmm
Well... Kevin actually called me, so that was nice. He mostly talked which was also nice even if I tried to add in my own things and he just kept talking. It's fine. He was telling me about his house projects and how he needs to find something to do to keep himself away from doing projects and I suggested he could always take me on a date to which he laughed, didn't say yes or no but said that sounded like a project to which I said 'rude'. I laughed along with him but the temptation to kinda just end the call there was high. I really do miss him and I don't know if I could actually hang up on him. I was just so happy to have heard from him. But all the while on the phone all I could think of is... Are we gonna talk about this at all?
I'm glad he's doing stuff for his birthday at least, he seemed eager to talk about it and what he's doing with his family and going to have Arroz Con pollo at the restaurant he likes it from on a separate occasion...he was semi-eager until I mentioned leaving the stuff in the fridge for him as kind of. Birthday gift which he immediately was like, don't get me anything, but thanks for offering. He knows it's just diet cokes. No idea how many I put in there though.
Needless to say, feeling a bit energized from talking to him but also a bit unsure and a little defeated.
He didn't remember how old I was and thought I was 32, which is good? But bad. But he remembered about me getting benefits soon and scheduling appointments which I'll work on doing tomorrow.
Tonight groceries with Jesse fell through and I'll go tonight and he'll pay me back. No problem and it'll probably go faster this way anyway. I have a feeling he's going to pay for all of it from how his text sounded. I just suggested I'd give him a receipt and we'd divvy up. Jen won't even be at the dinner but an hour or two, what a bummer. I'm hoping the turn out is small. We'll see.
No plans for Sunday other than RBGs. Not sure what my day will look like. Something melancholy maybe?