Headway maybe?
Discovered yesterday when Josie stopped by the desk and passively mentioned someone else who would be taking over Katie's spot at Atlas so it definitely won't be me! Thank God. While I love the building's aesthetics, not really a fan of the Amazonians who work here. Most of them are as robotic and cold as the robots they work with and not nearly as cute. I will say, those scout robots are pretty adorable. As much as I like the location of this building for my bus route, I really miss having to walk from my bus to my building.
I miss exercising.There's a PF semi-near SLU but it's temporarily closed. So I can't even go exercise before I leave. Once I move I'll have to switch gyms. In the mean time, downloaded a fitness app that will help me with calisthenics. Not opposed to weights but my body weight will suffice and I can get creative with things in my house.
Lunches have proved to be easy to make and eat, the same thing daily which is totally fine by me. Tomatoes, nuts, wasabi peas, some Chinese tiny crackers, carrots, some tofu bites. I probably should have something more but with sitting there, scrolling through my phone and nibbling it takes my entire 30 minutes to eat it all.
I need to get back on the morning smoothie/shake train. Or maybe go back to vegan? I don't know. I feel like I'm slimming but my weight hasn't moved. We'll see.
It's going to be the week where I won't know my actual weight since I'm on the cusp of my period starting. We'll see.
Ready for this week to be over and out of this building. Chiropractor on Saturday, Bartending Saturday night. Day out with my mom on Sunday... got her to commit to 8AM so I could be home earlier. RBGs should be on schedule and I'd honestly rather do them than spend time with her. By the end of the day I'll be exhausted and over it. Though the place she does want to go does seem neat but not sure it'll be worth the day out for. Likely we'll play some card game that I won't want to play so maybe I'll bring one with me so I can avoid Uno and Skip-bo.
I'll need to sort out what we're going to pack to eat. It'll be grilled something likely or something which we can heat up on the grill. Maybe foil packet something? Hm. I'm sure my mom already has a plan that she'll keep secret until that morning. But who knows.
I think Kevin may be on the right track to awareness, no idea if he read any of my entries or not but he asked me if I still journaled. But he did bring up vulnerability to which I said being vulnerable is good. So maybe we're getting somewhere?