I am depressed. I've been struggling for months, didn't want to admit it to myself, but the fact that I don't want to do anything anymore regardless of what it is, means I'm really depressed. And worst of all my boyfriend doesn't get it. He keeps saying is just a bad day or it's a choice. He of all people should understand, he's bipolar. He can't ( Read more... )

Had the most amazing weekend with friends and my man. Spent it up in Paducah at BBQ on the River. I thoroughly enjoyed myself. Shayla and I went up Thursday after work. Got myself a total of 13 deep fried oreos and had 5 since we got back. Shayla spent some time with her dad then we went down to visit Alicia and Doug.

I've now been living in my home since February 2014. Slowly but surely I'm making my way through the house creating the best possible space for whatever its purpose. Having the money to do it is the biggest issue. But this experience is great. Honestly wish I had an unlimited fund to create my beautiful space.

Projects so far
1. Shayla's room paint/ ( Read more... )

I have been eating really well lately. My mechanic has hidden talents. He can cook, very well. His roommate can cook too...sometimes. So far, from my mechanic, I have had the best lasagna I've ever had in my life. Not too cheesy, just enough meat, perfect sauce, and oh so good that I over ate because I couldn't get enough. Then I had strawberry ( Read more... )

I am really tired of helping people out and then getting stabbed in the back by them or being taken advantage of. My husband even keeps helping out people and letting them drain our gas (in our cars) or eat our food without ever getting anything in return, to the point we go broke. Even worse, the person I have helped out repeatedly is talking shit ( Read more... )

So my dad was here to visit for my birthday (well the weekend before). We had a great visit and no car repairs this time. I got my Ikea bookcase that I wanted for my birthday from my mom, a small bookcase/bookcase extender thingy from my dad along with a full fridge and Dunkin Donuts and some smaller organizational things from Ikea, my iHome color ( Read more... )

So far, I have made more money in the first month of this year than I did working the two months in 2010. I have been having a bunch of work and most of it has been good. I have one semi-bad job right now, mostly because the animals aren't house trained. But I have a regular bird sitting assignment, two regular dog walking clients, and one regular ( Read more... )

I'm almost finished putting together my Ikea furniture. I got the holes drilled for the drawer pulls. Next will be putting the drawer pulls on and vacuuming out the drawers from all the wood dust. Then I have to take the protective cover off the drawer fronts and wash the drawer fronts with some mild soap to help protect them from scratches. Last ( Read more... )

Amanda got home yesterday. So today after my visit to the horror house we drove down to Round Rock and went to Ikea. I got the last drawers and drawer fronts I needed and I am super happy. We also went to Ross and Petsmart down there. I got the coolest piggy bank ever!


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I realized today that I have been putting myself in a situation that I didn't really like. Every week I look forward to going to stitch-n-bitch but when Thursday rolls around I start dreading going to stitch-n-bitch. Maybe I was overly emotional today or what but it just got to be too much. There is a woman that I used to love talking to there. She ( Read more... )