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I told Alex last night before going to bed that I felt as if had been poorly assembled. Seriously I felt like a defective piece of a equipment with my ennui and my broken head (migraine). I went to bed at 10:30 (despite having taken a 2 hour nap mere hours before) hoping that I would wake up feeling better made.
I don't think that quite ended up being the case. I got over my migraine at least, but I feel pouty and lazy and easily exasperated by nearly everything. Not unhappy, just... "the grass is greener." I would RATHER be in bed, hiding from the cold. I would RATHER not have to talk to the world's brain dead consumers. I would RATHER think about fic I could write than practically anything else.
OH WELL. SUCH IS THIS LOT IN LIFE. :(
I have also, with how I've portioned today's meals, managed to eat my daily allowance of carbs and fat without getting anywhere CLOSE to my daily minimum of protein and fiber. (Thank you donuts...) I'm now currently trying to figure out what to do about that. Do I go over my calorie limit in order to get the protein, or do I just do my best to average it out for the rest of the week? Do I give up and have cake for dinner?
Operation 2010: Maybe Try Acting Like An Adult (Consistently!) is off to a rocky start. Jan. 1 was great! I saw people, I tidied, I made a tasty dinner with my sister.
But then Jan. 2 was a pop concert with 8 year olds present (and one Joe Jonas, acting like an 8 year old). It was a departure from adulthood, but fun, dammit. Sadly though, this led to Jan. 3 being a day I lay about being a cranky, tired person with cranky knees. A person who did not do laundry, or remember to bring coupons to the grocery.
I just told you how much YESTERDAY was a waste. Now today, the whole concept of acting like an adult seems FARCICAL. Big plans tonight include a brisk walking for 45 minutes, making dinner, and doing laundry, and vacuuming.
It was a lot more fun seeing Nick Jonas, not gonna lie, people.
Finally, I'm not exactly sure how I'm supposed to wait almost a month for Nick Jonas's CD. I did not expect to anticipate it with such gusto. But here I am, WANTING IT LIKE FIRE.
I don't think that quite ended up being the case. I got over my migraine at least, but I feel pouty and lazy and easily exasperated by nearly everything. Not unhappy, just... "the grass is greener." I would RATHER be in bed, hiding from the cold. I would RATHER not have to talk to the world's brain dead consumers. I would RATHER think about fic I could write than practically anything else.
OH WELL. SUCH IS THIS LOT IN LIFE. :(
I have also, with how I've portioned today's meals, managed to eat my daily allowance of carbs and fat without getting anywhere CLOSE to my daily minimum of protein and fiber. (Thank you donuts...) I'm now currently trying to figure out what to do about that. Do I go over my calorie limit in order to get the protein, or do I just do my best to average it out for the rest of the week? Do I give up and have cake for dinner?
Operation 2010: Maybe Try Acting Like An Adult (Consistently!) is off to a rocky start. Jan. 1 was great! I saw people, I tidied, I made a tasty dinner with my sister.
But then Jan. 2 was a pop concert with 8 year olds present (and one Joe Jonas, acting like an 8 year old). It was a departure from adulthood, but fun, dammit. Sadly though, this led to Jan. 3 being a day I lay about being a cranky, tired person with cranky knees. A person who did not do laundry, or remember to bring coupons to the grocery.
I just told you how much YESTERDAY was a waste. Now today, the whole concept of acting like an adult seems FARCICAL. Big plans tonight include a brisk walking for 45 minutes, making dinner, and doing laundry, and vacuuming.
It was a lot more fun seeing Nick Jonas, not gonna lie, people.
Finally, I'm not exactly sure how I'm supposed to wait almost a month for Nick Jonas's CD. I did not expect to anticipate it with such gusto. But here I am, WANTING IT LIKE FIRE.