finding my voice

May 30, 2009 13:08

27 weeks ago my life was changed.  I lost a lot of things that day,  but now I am regaining my voice.

A plea has been offered, as far as I know, and I am awaiting on if it was accepted and the next step. For the time being I have been working with my therapist to regain my voice, and my identity.

I lost sight of a lot of things and now I feel a small sense of hope for a moderately decent future, different from how I felt a few months ago.

I have been working on my victim impact statement. Yet another exercise way of regaining control in a marred situation and seeing how I've changed. But as much as I have changed, I still see that there are positive things and I see negative things. I see the detrimental relationships that I have cut off in my life and I am working to keep solely positive relationships that build me up as a person.

I am afraid of what each day may hold at times, but I don't hold as much anxiety and fear. I am moving on and holding on to hope, even when it is only a thread of hope.
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