I'm back!
Hey everybody! I'm finally back in the good ol' US of A and I must say, it's pretty fucking bizarre.
It's just so surreal to be back in my hometown, feeling like I've never left. On the one hand, it's a very comforting thing. On the other...well...I don't like it. At all. Because I have left for three months and experienced so much and left so much behind and here's my hometown, mocking me: "Oh, honey, things don't change, not really."
I'm not going to lie: I was afraid that when I came back here, I would regress. I was hesitant to leave because I didn't want to forget to bring the person I became on this trip (who I like more) and instead re-pack that too-scared girl who's always hid within herself.
I know I've changed; I feel more sure of myself and I feel more mature. I know I've always been "mature" for my age and I always knew what kind of person I was, but this just feels different. I think it's because I was so independent for so long and had to rely on myself for a lot of things.
But now I'm in this place where I'm not quite sure if I like where I'm going. I definitely need to figure some things out, but if there's one thing I've learned through my experience in Rome it's that things work themselves out as long as you have a level head.
Writing was, is, and always will be a pleasure for me; it's very therapeutic and I know that I will continue to do so for a long, long time. So, as I'm trying to figure out everything in my life, I will write for you guys and for myself ^_^ Look forward to updates!
Ciao!
~*MissGoalie*~
It's just so surreal to be back in my hometown, feeling like I've never left. On the one hand, it's a very comforting thing. On the other...well...I don't like it. At all. Because I have left for three months and experienced so much and left so much behind and here's my hometown, mocking me: "Oh, honey, things don't change, not really."
I'm not going to lie: I was afraid that when I came back here, I would regress. I was hesitant to leave because I didn't want to forget to bring the person I became on this trip (who I like more) and instead re-pack that too-scared girl who's always hid within herself.
I know I've changed; I feel more sure of myself and I feel more mature. I know I've always been "mature" for my age and I always knew what kind of person I was, but this just feels different. I think it's because I was so independent for so long and had to rely on myself for a lot of things.
But now I'm in this place where I'm not quite sure if I like where I'm going. I definitely need to figure some things out, but if there's one thing I've learned through my experience in Rome it's that things work themselves out as long as you have a level head.
Writing was, is, and always will be a pleasure for me; it's very therapeutic and I know that I will continue to do so for a long, long time. So, as I'm trying to figure out everything in my life, I will write for you guys and for myself ^_^ Look forward to updates!
Ciao!
~*MissGoalie*~