i did it.
i resigned from mod.
when i told jaime, it was w/some level of nervousness-i wasn't sure if people were going to think i was abandoning mod, but before i got the chance to ask, "how do you feel about that," she said, "that's exciting."
it really is. i look forward to regarding mod as a place i can go to hang out, where i can see and have conversations w/people that don't have to be ended abruptly because i have a customer waiting at the register.
there is a little emotional attachment i'm severing, and that's hard. fred looked at me w/sad eyes when i gave him the news, and i said, "hey! you're not allowed to be sad...think of it this way, you won't have to deal w/me slacking off when we work together," but that pushed him over the edge, he said, "awwww," and covered his face.
there's so many things i want to do...find another job, yes. but i really want to consider re-entering college. i wish kelly was here to help me wade through the process-i sent for my transcripts, but everytime i get on the fafsa website, i feel defeated just looking at the steps.
when i told jaime, it was w/some level of nervousness-i wasn't sure if people were going to think i was abandoning mod, but before i got the chance to ask, "how do you feel about that," she said, "that's exciting."
it really is. i look forward to regarding mod as a place i can go to hang out, where i can see and have conversations w/people that don't have to be ended abruptly because i have a customer waiting at the register.
there is a little emotional attachment i'm severing, and that's hard. fred looked at me w/sad eyes when i gave him the news, and i said, "hey! you're not allowed to be sad...think of it this way, you won't have to deal w/me slacking off when we work together," but that pushed him over the edge, he said, "awwww," and covered his face.
there's so many things i want to do...find another job, yes. but i really want to consider re-entering college. i wish kelly was here to help me wade through the process-i sent for my transcripts, but everytime i get on the fafsa website, i feel defeated just looking at the steps.