yeah... i'm fucking stupid
As much as I hate making my fight with Shane into a test... I've done it. By mistake.
I realized that if he can put up with me being an asshole like I did tonight... then he can put up with anything I throw at him. And I understand that I have the ability to throw random stupid shit at people.
I feel terrible for picking a fight with him. I didn't even realize that I did it until we were already fighting. I hate that so much. I just hope that he can handle my bullshit. I'll try not to do it anymore....
I don't know. I guess I just feel like such an asshole right now. I'm going to sleep.
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I realized that if he can put up with me being an asshole like I did tonight... then he can put up with anything I throw at him. And I understand that I have the ability to throw random stupid shit at people.
I feel terrible for picking a fight with him. I didn't even realize that I did it until we were already fighting. I hate that so much. I just hope that he can handle my bullshit. I'll try not to do it anymore....
I don't know. I guess I just feel like such an asshole right now. I'm going to sleep.
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