So......school.....yeah.....
Grr. It's really sinking in with me that I'm in my FOURTH year of school now. I don't really feel like I graduated high-school yesterday but four years ago?? It doesn't seem like that long. I feel old. And I feel terrible for saying that because I've only been legally allowed to drink for two and a half weeks, but yes. I feel old.
I don't like school. At all. And I'm really scared that I won't be able to put my all into it like I need to. At least this year I'm starting off feeling like I'm on top of things. I know what supplies I need, what books to get, when assignments are due...it seems like every year I start off playing catch up because I got my books late or didn't make it to class the first day or something stupid like that. So the fact that none of that has happened yet is calming me just slightly.
I still really need to find a job though. I don't know how soon I'll accomplish that. I hate not having any marketable skills. You know, like nunchuck skills, bowhunting skills, computer hacking skills... a degree or a certificate or 2+ years call-center experience...blah.
Anyway, I spend the first three days of school sweating my ass off because I had to walk everywhere owing to the fact that my car was in the shop, but I have GOOD NEWS! No, I didn't save money on my car insurance, but Rufus is back home! Yea! I have my car back! Just when gas hit $2.89! So um, I think Imma say peace to Rufus for a while and say hello to Schwinn....seriously, I'd get myself a bike if I didn't have to lug my huge art portfolio to my drawing classes.
Oh yes, and I just buyded a new school bag on ebay:
Tres cute, n'est-ce pas??
I don't like school. At all. And I'm really scared that I won't be able to put my all into it like I need to. At least this year I'm starting off feeling like I'm on top of things. I know what supplies I need, what books to get, when assignments are due...it seems like every year I start off playing catch up because I got my books late or didn't make it to class the first day or something stupid like that. So the fact that none of that has happened yet is calming me just slightly.
I still really need to find a job though. I don't know how soon I'll accomplish that. I hate not having any marketable skills. You know, like nunchuck skills, bowhunting skills, computer hacking skills... a degree or a certificate or 2+ years call-center experience...blah.
Anyway, I spend the first three days of school sweating my ass off because I had to walk everywhere owing to the fact that my car was in the shop, but I have GOOD NEWS! No, I didn't save money on my car insurance, but Rufus is back home! Yea! I have my car back! Just when gas hit $2.89! So um, I think Imma say peace to Rufus for a while and say hello to Schwinn....seriously, I'd get myself a bike if I didn't have to lug my huge art portfolio to my drawing classes.
Oh yes, and I just buyded a new school bag on ebay:
Tres cute, n'est-ce pas??