Jun 08, 2011 13:21
What is the greatest problem in your life today?
Greatest that doesn't really narrows it down...but i think there are a few looming about.
My job...i need to use my teaching certificate but i am scared and its hard to find a job (not trying hard enough)
My marriage... Feeling like i should be able to talk about my feelings and thoughts but being stuck because of the pain i have already caused. wanting to do the right thing and be supportive but at the same time knowing that its not my place and that i wont always be able to be that rock nor should i want to be.
What step do you need to take to face that problem with faith instead of fear?
Start searching for jobs, getting the rest of my information in to the school systems, getting my portfolio ready, making more art, and praying about it
Continue to spend time with Josh reading the bible, starting our devotional, start praying together more, getting more involved in church, and being patient for God's call for me to talk to Josh about my thoughts and feelings.
Being patient that God has a plan for his life and for trusting that good will come from this for him. For praying for him when he crosses my mind and to realize that my plan is not God's plan.
What is keeping you from trusting God and stepping out in faith?
Not feeling good enough, being lazy or thinking that i dont have enough time to prepare the way i want to or should. Being sad that i will leave a great organization that does great things and a team that is awesome.
Not wanting to push Josh too hard to do something that he needs to have faith in/with on his own.
Overwhelming feelings of missing him and wanting him to be ok and happy and not bitter. and wanting something i cant have and not understanding why or how i want it in the first place.