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Well have just paid out nearly £300 for the divorce. I am trying to get him to pay at least half of it, but by now I should know what he is like and I probably won't see any of the money from him. At least when the divorce is done I can draw a line under it and close that chapter f my life.
I spoke to him yesterday and things are getting difficult. He was saying the he is still dealing with us being over and that he won't meet anyone else like me as I am special. Iam not sure how I am supposed to deak with that. We split in the summer properly, but things had not been working for a while. I have tolg him I have moved on and have met someone else and I'm not sure how well he took it. I won't feel guilty for being happy.
I'm looking forward ro tomorrow as I get to spend the day with my gorfeous new man. No dialysis tomorrow as I am going today instead, I had an appointment to see the surgeon at St Heliers that has been cancelled. I am quite happy that it has been cancelled as he wants to see me about having a necklace graft done for access for dialysis. I have a line in the base of my neck at the moment and have had it for just over a year and there are no problems with it. I really don't fancy having my jugular vein mucked about with.
Valentine's Day was actually quite nice. Ed and I went out for a meal. We had a really nice Indian meal, and I would definitely go back there. He is really sweet and I actually feel like me again. I think this time things are going to be different. I think the main thing is that we actually like each other as people. Although we haven't been together as a couple for very long, we have already got to the point where we can just be silent...that whole comfortable sience thing is weird, but when it happens I think you know that the person you are with is kinda special.
I spoke to him yesterday and things are getting difficult. He was saying the he is still dealing with us being over and that he won't meet anyone else like me as I am special. Iam not sure how I am supposed to deak with that. We split in the summer properly, but things had not been working for a while. I have tolg him I have moved on and have met someone else and I'm not sure how well he took it. I won't feel guilty for being happy.
I'm looking forward ro tomorrow as I get to spend the day with my gorfeous new man. No dialysis tomorrow as I am going today instead, I had an appointment to see the surgeon at St Heliers that has been cancelled. I am quite happy that it has been cancelled as he wants to see me about having a necklace graft done for access for dialysis. I have a line in the base of my neck at the moment and have had it for just over a year and there are no problems with it. I really don't fancy having my jugular vein mucked about with.
Valentine's Day was actually quite nice. Ed and I went out for a meal. We had a really nice Indian meal, and I would definitely go back there. He is really sweet and I actually feel like me again. I think this time things are going to be different. I think the main thing is that we actually like each other as people. Although we haven't been together as a couple for very long, we have already got to the point where we can just be silent...that whole comfortable sience thing is weird, but when it happens I think you know that the person you are with is kinda special.