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I've just watched the trailer for 'Get Him to the Greek.' I know a lot of people don't like Russell Brand, but I do. 'Forgetting Sarah Marshall' was a surprisingly good film that made me laugh a lot, so this kinda spin off should hopefully be good. I don't know whether it's a film I would part with money to see at the cinema.
I'm so glad it's Friday. One more session of dialysis this week , and then freedom for the weekend. I know Sunday is Valentine's Day and I'm still not convinced about the whole thing. It's just an excuse for greeting cards companies to cash in on the fact that people care about each other. Having said that, I am going out on Sunday. I think this is the first Valentine's Day that I have actually done anything. Hopefully it will be a nice evening, but the whole thing has got me thinking....
Why is the whole falling in love thing so scary? I've spent a lot of hours thinking about it, and I'm pretty sure that it is what's happening to me at the moment. I've even spoken to him about it, and it seems that he feels the same way. So what is it that is stopping both of us from actually coming out and saying the 'L' word. I can't speak for him obviously, but for me it's a mixture of things. I don't want to be rejected or hurt or laughed at (Even though I know this won't happen), I don't want it to seem like I am wanting to move things too quickly, and the biggest reason is I am terrified...Something this time feels different. In a good way different, like my heart has been hit with a truck different. It has taken me completely by surprise. We connect on every level...physicaly, emtionally, mentally. It all sounds a bit too good to be true really. I'm not a believer in Prince Charming coming to the rescue on a big white horse, but if I were this guy might well be it.
Just how soon is too soon to say those words? Do I wait for him to tell me or do I just go right ahead? And then there is picking the moment....that's a hard one. When is the right moment. Do I do the ultimate in cheesey things and wait until Valentine's Day, or do I even need to say 'The words'? We both know how we feel about each other, we've just danced about it without actually saying it....
I'm so glad it's Friday. One more session of dialysis this week , and then freedom for the weekend. I know Sunday is Valentine's Day and I'm still not convinced about the whole thing. It's just an excuse for greeting cards companies to cash in on the fact that people care about each other. Having said that, I am going out on Sunday. I think this is the first Valentine's Day that I have actually done anything. Hopefully it will be a nice evening, but the whole thing has got me thinking....
Why is the whole falling in love thing so scary? I've spent a lot of hours thinking about it, and I'm pretty sure that it is what's happening to me at the moment. I've even spoken to him about it, and it seems that he feels the same way. So what is it that is stopping both of us from actually coming out and saying the 'L' word. I can't speak for him obviously, but for me it's a mixture of things. I don't want to be rejected or hurt or laughed at (Even though I know this won't happen), I don't want it to seem like I am wanting to move things too quickly, and the biggest reason is I am terrified...Something this time feels different. In a good way different, like my heart has been hit with a truck different. It has taken me completely by surprise. We connect on every level...physicaly, emtionally, mentally. It all sounds a bit too good to be true really. I'm not a believer in Prince Charming coming to the rescue on a big white horse, but if I were this guy might well be it.
Just how soon is too soon to say those words? Do I wait for him to tell me or do I just go right ahead? And then there is picking the moment....that's a hard one. When is the right moment. Do I do the ultimate in cheesey things and wait until Valentine's Day, or do I even need to say 'The words'? We both know how we feel about each other, we've just danced about it without actually saying it....