frazzled . . .
Do you ever have one of those weeks where you just feel frazzled, conflicted, hopeful, joyous, angry, worried, like every day? Yeah that was this week.
Week started off with me freaking out that I might not be able to graudate on time. You see, I have enough credits to where I won't have to go to school for 4 years, but not enough to where I only can go 3 years. So, while I know that I will have to do summer school, I wasn't prepared that the summer school class selection would just be awful. And, that I would barely be taking summer school classes. Long story short, I thought I would have to take 20 credits at school over the next 2 years for about 2 quarters.
However, the week ended today with me waking up early to finish a history paper, and going to school and getting another history paper back, that I didn't do too well on. I'm trying to put it behind me even though it did put a damper on my day. But, it did make me realize that I have been slacking off lately. I sort of had the same feeling that I had last year, with senioritis. I have senioritis already, my first year of college. I'm just so over school at this point, and need a break. College has just not turned out to be the magical happy place that I thought it would be . . .
But, in good news (since this post is semi-depressing), I actually worked it out today where I can graduate in 3 years AND (maybe) double major in Euopean Studies (have to check on one of the degree requirements to see if it would fit in with my plan and schedule), without having to take a ridiculous amount of extra credits.
Now, off to enjoy the weekend and forget about school for 2 days . . .
Week started off with me freaking out that I might not be able to graudate on time. You see, I have enough credits to where I won't have to go to school for 4 years, but not enough to where I only can go 3 years. So, while I know that I will have to do summer school, I wasn't prepared that the summer school class selection would just be awful. And, that I would barely be taking summer school classes. Long story short, I thought I would have to take 20 credits at school over the next 2 years for about 2 quarters.
However, the week ended today with me waking up early to finish a history paper, and going to school and getting another history paper back, that I didn't do too well on. I'm trying to put it behind me even though it did put a damper on my day. But, it did make me realize that I have been slacking off lately. I sort of had the same feeling that I had last year, with senioritis. I have senioritis already, my first year of college. I'm just so over school at this point, and need a break. College has just not turned out to be the magical happy place that I thought it would be . . .
But, in good news (since this post is semi-depressing), I actually worked it out today where I can graduate in 3 years AND (maybe) double major in Euopean Studies (have to check on one of the degree requirements to see if it would fit in with my plan and schedule), without having to take a ridiculous amount of extra credits.
Now, off to enjoy the weekend and forget about school for 2 days . . .