Heya hon.. Sorry we can't get together or anything Friday or Saturday, would have been nice to just hang for awhile, but Friday-Saturday are my too busiest days.. I know you have doubts, but I wasn't trying to avoid our meeting.. I mean, yeah I'd be uncomfortable about it, it's just weird for me meeting people online.. I've had prior experience with it, and there were good and bad elements about it.. I'd rather wait 'til I head up to Syracuse for college and shit.. Things'll be a LOT more settled then because I've been drained by school, work, and just bullshit I don't especially need.. And I'll need a friend or two when I get up there. Spring is also the month of the most suicides (surprising, eh?) because while everyone is feeling happy, the depressed person is even more depressed because nothing's changed for 'em.. Not that I'm suicidal, but Spring's left me dreary, seeing all the couples forming, and the only girl in school who really flirts with me has a boyfriend, but it's harmless so.. ::Shrug:: ..And your frustration over intimacy--physical or whatnot.. Just remember I have little experience with that, but I don't suffer.. Sometimes I wish.. things would just happen, but after the wave of thought passes, I appreciate the fact that I'm saving it. Though selfish, I doubt anyone in my high school would deserve 'it'. ..
Eh, I started ranting, but I just wanted you to know that I wasn't avoiding you, it was just a bad time because of scheduling and timing. Love ya always, though.
Eh, I started ranting, but I just wanted you to know that I wasn't avoiding you, it was just a bad time because of scheduling and timing. Love ya always, though.
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