On the Outs..again..
Westley: [barely audible] True....love....
Inigo: [excited] True love! You heard him! You could not ask for a more noble cause than that.
Max: Sonny, true love is the greatest thing in the world;except for a nice MLT - Mutton, lettuce and tomato sandwich - when the Mutton is nice and
lean, and the tomato's ripe. They're so perky. I love that. But that's not what he said! He distinctly said, 'to blaithe.' And as we all know, to blaithe means to bluff. So, you were probably playing cards and he cheated..
So..yeah. Someone steer me in the right direction. So.. I love Jay, right..? I'd like to think so. Last night we went gamin' at a friend's house. Every Tuesday night a group of like.. 8 people get together and we all play White Wolf.. WtA. So.. we walk in and Kirstin has her's and Nate's weddin' video on. How adorable, right..? I totally fall into that whole girl.. mushy mood. And, the thoughts of Jay and I get married trickles through my mind. So.. I'm all affectionate and what does he say.."What's wrong with you..?" Ouch. Gee. Shot down. I understand I haven't been the most friendly person lately. Ok..well. Let me lay things out in the open. Jay and I haven't been intimate in... oh god.. months? I have no.. desire to be doin' that stuff with him. Is that totally bad..? I mean. I love him, a lot. I just.. for various reasons haven't been feelin' like I need to be in -that- type of mood. But.. I'm beginning to think that its wearin' on our relationship. Sigh. I don't know. I mean, I understand he's a guy.. and he's frustrated. But.. GRRR.. Anywho. This postage is supposed to be 'bout me and Jay and on the brinks again. Which.. isn't too foreign any more. But.. I'm gonna switch it up a little. I don't feel like totally goin' into it. I'd only cry.. and no one would be here to comfort me. So.. my second concern right now. I have this funeral thing this weekend, like I said, in PA. I don't know how to feel 'bout it. I mean.. I wasn't horribly close, but I knew her and spent many weekends at her place. So.. eh. Somethin' had momentarily sparked my happiness in goin' there, but.. it has faded. I thought Dave and I might meet up, seein' as he lives only five minutes from my cousin's. But.. he's busy. Work.. or something has claimed him. So.. here I am, broken hearted again. I don't wanna just sit 'round Friday. But, I'll be here. No doubt. Online. Cause.. what else am I supposed to do..? Nothin'? Exactly. If my cousin Kristin wasn't such a whore.. I'd hang out with her. But.. nope, she's a skank. Oh well..I'll get over it I'm sure. It'll give me a break from Jay and allow me time to think things over. 'Sides.. meetin' Dave would probably only put kinks in mine and Jay's relationship. So.. maybe I should be happy that he's too busy for me. Eh. No. Don't see that happenin'. Oh well. I guess I should go. I'm hopin' that my Knight will read this and lift my spirits.. but, I haven't recieved a post from him lately. In that case, maybe Jen or Dave. I need more friends!!!
Inigo: [excited] True love! You heard him! You could not ask for a more noble cause than that.
Max: Sonny, true love is the greatest thing in the world;except for a nice MLT - Mutton, lettuce and tomato sandwich - when the Mutton is nice and
lean, and the tomato's ripe. They're so perky. I love that. But that's not what he said! He distinctly said, 'to blaithe.' And as we all know, to blaithe means to bluff. So, you were probably playing cards and he cheated..
So..yeah. Someone steer me in the right direction. So.. I love Jay, right..? I'd like to think so. Last night we went gamin' at a friend's house. Every Tuesday night a group of like.. 8 people get together and we all play White Wolf.. WtA. So.. we walk in and Kirstin has her's and Nate's weddin' video on. How adorable, right..? I totally fall into that whole girl.. mushy mood. And, the thoughts of Jay and I get married trickles through my mind. So.. I'm all affectionate and what does he say.."What's wrong with you..?" Ouch. Gee. Shot down. I understand I haven't been the most friendly person lately. Ok..well. Let me lay things out in the open. Jay and I haven't been intimate in... oh god.. months? I have no.. desire to be doin' that stuff with him. Is that totally bad..? I mean. I love him, a lot. I just.. for various reasons haven't been feelin' like I need to be in -that- type of mood. But.. I'm beginning to think that its wearin' on our relationship. Sigh. I don't know. I mean, I understand he's a guy.. and he's frustrated. But.. GRRR.. Anywho. This postage is supposed to be 'bout me and Jay and on the brinks again. Which.. isn't too foreign any more. But.. I'm gonna switch it up a little. I don't feel like totally goin' into it. I'd only cry.. and no one would be here to comfort me. So.. my second concern right now. I have this funeral thing this weekend, like I said, in PA. I don't know how to feel 'bout it. I mean.. I wasn't horribly close, but I knew her and spent many weekends at her place. So.. eh. Somethin' had momentarily sparked my happiness in goin' there, but.. it has faded. I thought Dave and I might meet up, seein' as he lives only five minutes from my cousin's. But.. he's busy. Work.. or something has claimed him. So.. here I am, broken hearted again. I don't wanna just sit 'round Friday. But, I'll be here. No doubt. Online. Cause.. what else am I supposed to do..? Nothin'? Exactly. If my cousin Kristin wasn't such a whore.. I'd hang out with her. But.. nope, she's a skank. Oh well..I'll get over it I'm sure. It'll give me a break from Jay and allow me time to think things over. 'Sides.. meetin' Dave would probably only put kinks in mine and Jay's relationship. So.. maybe I should be happy that he's too busy for me. Eh. No. Don't see that happenin'. Oh well. I guess I should go. I'm hopin' that my Knight will read this and lift my spirits.. but, I haven't recieved a post from him lately. In that case, maybe Jen or Dave. I need more friends!!!