If it weren't for those meddling kids...
Edit: I changed my layout and surprisingly feel a lot better...
Yesterday was kind of lackluster as far as Sundays go...usually my friends come over and we have a grand ol' time doing whatever the heck we feel like. Though that was the case last night my heart just wasn't in it. I was in kind of a funk yesterday owing to a certain individual who is continuously involved in my emotional ups and downs. He was being a jerk yesterday and that sort of ruined my mood for the rest of the day.
Example: I'm usually a calm person. I mean, I get mad and stuff (you've all seen it, you know what I'm talking about) but it usually takes a lot. We went to Noodles & Company last night for dinner and stood in line to get our food. And stood in line. And stood in line. And some guy cut in front of us. And we stood in line some more. As we stood there my level of irritation just grew and grew until I was pretty damn mad. Then I mistook the label of a certain bottle of beer they had and asked for something that it was not. When they helpfully tried to point out another beer that was completely not what I asked for I totally lost it. Well...in so much as I lose it. I said, "Fine. Nevermind." Then James said helpfully, "You could just get a coke." To which I replied - rather more nastily than I normally do - "Look, just get your food." And I staunchly refused to drink anything whatsoever while we were in the restaurant.
I was pretty pissed off. But if there's one surefire way to get me in a really bad/hurt/angry mood it's to act like I'm interesting and like you would like to be my friend and then say something callous and totally superficial like this guy did earlier in the day that started the whole downward spiral.
I'm still a little owchie today and in a general "fuck the world" mood. I'm sure I'll get over it, but right now I'm fairly convinced that, with the exception of a few, everyone in the world is a fucking twat.
Yesterday was kind of lackluster as far as Sundays go...usually my friends come over and we have a grand ol' time doing whatever the heck we feel like. Though that was the case last night my heart just wasn't in it. I was in kind of a funk yesterday owing to a certain individual who is continuously involved in my emotional ups and downs. He was being a jerk yesterday and that sort of ruined my mood for the rest of the day.
Example: I'm usually a calm person. I mean, I get mad and stuff (you've all seen it, you know what I'm talking about) but it usually takes a lot. We went to Noodles & Company last night for dinner and stood in line to get our food. And stood in line. And stood in line. And some guy cut in front of us. And we stood in line some more. As we stood there my level of irritation just grew and grew until I was pretty damn mad. Then I mistook the label of a certain bottle of beer they had and asked for something that it was not. When they helpfully tried to point out another beer that was completely not what I asked for I totally lost it. Well...in so much as I lose it. I said, "Fine. Nevermind." Then James said helpfully, "You could just get a coke." To which I replied - rather more nastily than I normally do - "Look, just get your food." And I staunchly refused to drink anything whatsoever while we were in the restaurant.
I was pretty pissed off. But if there's one surefire way to get me in a really bad/hurt/angry mood it's to act like I'm interesting and like you would like to be my friend and then say something callous and totally superficial like this guy did earlier in the day that started the whole downward spiral.
I'm still a little owchie today and in a general "fuck the world" mood. I'm sure I'll get over it, but right now I'm fairly convinced that, with the exception of a few, everyone in the world is a fucking twat.