don't phunk with my heart!

[miss_vix]

i went out last night and yes i was quite mashed but in fine shape to head over to the Mod Club to see Bobbi. he had told me last weekend that i should come by and see him there on a thursday so as i was already out and about i thought why not drop in and say hi. was that ever a mistake!

why is it that when his friends are around he treats me like crap?! he was so distant and cold towards me last night. his friends were much more attentive and friendly and i don't even get on very well with them! he's always been like that with me so i don't know why i thought it would be different now. it just sucks cause i wish so much that he and i could be together but this is one issue i don't think will ever change. the only thing i can give him is that he called me when he was on his way home from the club and apologized for ignoring me and being off all night. that was a shock as he never recognizes when he's been nasty to me. and for him to call and leave a message...well that's pretty much unheard of! maybe he'll come around eventually. i don't know i'm probably just wasting my time on him.

what can a girl do when she's in love with a very very bad boy?