My life is ridiculous....

[miss_rose_7]

So, just at the time in my life when, although I'm trying to not hold onto the idea of Mike wanting me back, and I really wish he would change his mind, guess who contacted me today....

Ben....

Yeah...

He texted me earlier, just to catch up, wanted to know how things were going, and then asked if he could call me tonight. Sure, no prob, I'm totally over that stuff with him, and it's not a big deal to talk to him...

So he calls, and (long story short) basically says that he made the biggest mistake of his life, and wanted to know if I would ever consider taking him back.

WTF?!?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?

I felt bad, but I told him, that right now the answer would be no. And that I'd had a lot of time to think about that. He told me a lot more about why he broke up with me, and that he had wanted to ask me back about a month after then, but didn't want to put me on an emotional roller coaster. And that he thinks that if he had just talked to me about things back then, that he thinks I could have been the one, and he would have been happy.

I was very kind to him on the phone, but it really didn't kick my emotions on at all... Because I don't want him back.

BUT REALLY!?!?!?! WHAT IN THE WORLD IS GOING ON!?!?!?!

Seriously......