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i just popped a massive zit and for the first time since jr high, it HIT THE MIRROR.
JACKPOT.
josh! whom i've started to call yoshua, by the way.
nice guys finish first. that's how i feel about this situation.
he's just such a far cry from begeny. i mean he drove four hours after a day of work on tuesday to come see me for less than 48 hours and then drove back and now he's working until midnight or something (he can go in there whenever he wants to since it's research). begeny NEVER would have done that. ever. and if he did, he'd make me feel like i owed him something and like that proved how great he was. fuck that. and josh is coming again on the 13th! whoa. friday the 13th. ruh roh. but no, i just can't believe it really. it's about damn time something like this happened to me. and he's nice and liberal, just the way i like em, and smart as hell and into women's issues and doesn't look like something the cat dragged in (aka begeny when he decided to tell society to fuck off...) and makes me laugh so damn much. there are just so many things that he says and it will be the same way i think or feel and it's just nuts. nuuuuuuts.
ok shower time so i can get the nastiness off my face
JACKPOT.
josh! whom i've started to call yoshua, by the way.
nice guys finish first. that's how i feel about this situation.
he's just such a far cry from begeny. i mean he drove four hours after a day of work on tuesday to come see me for less than 48 hours and then drove back and now he's working until midnight or something (he can go in there whenever he wants to since it's research). begeny NEVER would have done that. ever. and if he did, he'd make me feel like i owed him something and like that proved how great he was. fuck that. and josh is coming again on the 13th! whoa. friday the 13th. ruh roh. but no, i just can't believe it really. it's about damn time something like this happened to me. and he's nice and liberal, just the way i like em, and smart as hell and into women's issues and doesn't look like something the cat dragged in (aka begeny when he decided to tell society to fuck off...) and makes me laugh so damn much. there are just so many things that he says and it will be the same way i think or feel and it's just nuts. nuuuuuuts.
ok shower time so i can get the nastiness off my face