2000
2000 calories or around there today, the 500 (maybe only 400, I didn't really count that while binging) was on a brownie-cookie and 5 big pieces of candy just now while I was logging in.
This thing is for life, right?
I've been fucked up as long as I remember.
Lifelong cycle of wanting to eat right, binging and then frequent purging.
I wonder when it will finally kill me?
Will I choke on my own vomit or will I finally get a grib and then starve myself and die from it?
This thing is for life, right?
I've been fucked up as long as I remember.
Lifelong cycle of wanting to eat right, binging and then frequent purging.
I wonder when it will finally kill me?
Will I choke on my own vomit or will I finally get a grib and then starve myself and die from it?