the end of all things
well ive been home a week and a half now, it doesnt even feel like i even went to Canada, tis very weird. ive had emails from people i made friends with over there and it makes me feel really sad. im gonna do my best to save up lots of money so i can go visit people spec my crazy columbian friends as i miss them the most, i dont think i will ever ever have friends like them!
christmas was ok, but this year i'm going away for christmas, havent decided where but i think i might go to center parcs as its a beautiful relaxing place.
i'm so totally in love with the return of the king extended edition, ive just finished watching all the documentaries that come with it and they made me cry! but ive also been inspired by them, i know now that film making is the job for me, i want that atmosphere, it was so ahh i cant describe it but it was warming and fun, i want to experience those feelings. i will sacrifice everything to make films, right now i dont care what i have to loose, this is my dream and im going to make it real, somewhere inside of me is the talent and determination to make it a reality and i will stop at nothing now to get what i want :op
so new year, hmmm yeah ok
2days and its my birthday, i will unfortunately be 21! the horror and i have to fecking work!!, if i didnt need the money so badly i wouldnt work but i'm completely broke after my canadian adventure!!
only 24 more days til im back in york, and i dont plan to return, yorks my home now, being here in little ol long eaton is boring, theres very little here for me now and i know as soon as my parents have the chance their moving out of the place as well.
hmm very bitchy post there but i dont care i have to start living life for me do what i want and not give a damn about what anyone else says or thinks about me
well til next time
amy out x
christmas was ok, but this year i'm going away for christmas, havent decided where but i think i might go to center parcs as its a beautiful relaxing place.
i'm so totally in love with the return of the king extended edition, ive just finished watching all the documentaries that come with it and they made me cry! but ive also been inspired by them, i know now that film making is the job for me, i want that atmosphere, it was so ahh i cant describe it but it was warming and fun, i want to experience those feelings. i will sacrifice everything to make films, right now i dont care what i have to loose, this is my dream and im going to make it real, somewhere inside of me is the talent and determination to make it a reality and i will stop at nothing now to get what i want :op
so new year, hmmm yeah ok
2days and its my birthday, i will unfortunately be 21! the horror and i have to fecking work!!, if i didnt need the money so badly i wouldnt work but i'm completely broke after my canadian adventure!!
only 24 more days til im back in york, and i dont plan to return, yorks my home now, being here in little ol long eaton is boring, theres very little here for me now and i know as soon as my parents have the chance their moving out of the place as well.
hmm very bitchy post there but i dont care i have to start living life for me do what i want and not give a damn about what anyone else says or thinks about me
well til next time
amy out x