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I've been in uni every day except Tuesday and I've been at work since leaving uni on Thursday. I had to leave early yesterday to get to work on time because we had 158 in for the meal, 14 tables is like hell on Earth. It was a bad bad bad day combined with the fact I've only been getting about 5 hours sleep a night I felt like walking out and never going back. I'm in work tonight at 7 for a bar shift and then in again at 1 tomorrow. We'll see how my sanity is holding up on Sunday. Stay posted.
Sometimes I just want to lock myself in a little room and just cry. I'm all over the place right now and I wish I had someone to talk to who wouldn't go talk to someone else about it. I guess thats what happenes when you're only friends are the people you work with. And I guess thats what happens when you have no time, energy or money to see your other friends.
I'm going to have to stay in uni after my classes all next week just to catch up on what I missed yesterday. I have literaly 2 days of knit left to finish my project. Although. I'm still loving it. Not so much the early morning rush hour on the City Bypass combined with Chris Moyles. Man. I can't stand that show.
I haven't had a proper meal in about 2 weeks. I just eat crap all day and I'm gaining weight like nothing on earth. I seem to work all the hours of the day that I can yet I have no money to show for it. I've been paid well over 3 grand this year alone and I have absolutely nothing to show for it. I had to spend £60 on books the other day because the uni Library doesn't have them. I really do just want to rip my hair out.
I can't remember the last time I felt to low.
Sometimes I just want to lock myself in a little room and just cry. I'm all over the place right now and I wish I had someone to talk to who wouldn't go talk to someone else about it. I guess thats what happenes when you're only friends are the people you work with. And I guess thats what happens when you have no time, energy or money to see your other friends.
I'm going to have to stay in uni after my classes all next week just to catch up on what I missed yesterday. I have literaly 2 days of knit left to finish my project. Although. I'm still loving it. Not so much the early morning rush hour on the City Bypass combined with Chris Moyles. Man. I can't stand that show.
I haven't had a proper meal in about 2 weeks. I just eat crap all day and I'm gaining weight like nothing on earth. I seem to work all the hours of the day that I can yet I have no money to show for it. I've been paid well over 3 grand this year alone and I have absolutely nothing to show for it. I had to spend £60 on books the other day because the uni Library doesn't have them. I really do just want to rip my hair out.
I can't remember the last time I felt to low.