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Uni is going really well. I got a bit depressed last week cause I didn't think I was doing so great with my 'acid brights' project for knit. But I spoke to my tutor and he showed me a sketchbook that he thought was a great example of how to do it, and it was my bloody sketchbook! I was so happy! Then on Friday I did a perfect example of the task we were given. I LOVE KNITTING!!!!!! On a less great note, we have a complete bitch of a tutor for pattern cutting. She marked me as absent when I was late. Which is a bit unfair really since we have to make 80% of our classes to pass. She keeps going on about the attendance for her class being rubbish and I feel like telling her it's because of her. Oh well. I'll be on time tomorrow.
I'm having complete guy trouble. This being single thing is more hastle than it's worth. Especially going clubbing and being surrounded by immature 18 year old boys. Fuck. I'm too old for this shit. I'd just like someone worth it to like me, instead of being a complete arsehole magnet. I feel bad for my brother cause the girl he likes was kissing this guy that is known for being a complete creep who clearly is only after one thing. She knows that he likes her. Shallow bitch. I'm completely sick of arseholes.
Went out lastnight and it was pretty good fun. Except some things. Bacardi Rum Punch is my new favourite drink. It feels like my feet have been put through a mincer, guess thats my fault for wearing 4" heels. It's crazy though, that I can dance about in them the WHOLE night then when it comes to walking to the taxis I'm a cripple. Haha.
Looking into transfering to Chelsea Art School, I'll only go if I can get into 3rd year though. We shall see.
I love you all.
x
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:
1. Thank you.
2. Get a grip.
3. I don't know what I'd do without you.
4. I'll never forget that you doubted me.
5. Stop compairing yourself to other people. You're perfect the way you are.
6. I miss you.
7. I wish we'd never fallen out.
8. I hate it when you tell me you're sorry, because I don't believe you know what your apologizing for.
9. I don't like the person you've become.
10. Take your job and ram it.
Nine Things About Myself:
1. I'm really shy.
2. I don't think I'm particularly talented.
3. I cry a lot.
4. I'm scared of growing up.
5. I love lying in bed watching dvds.
6. I would hate not to have pets.
7. I feel guilty every time I do something I shouldn't.
8. I have size 4 feet.
9. I hate it when people point out how skinny I am.
Eight Ways to Win My Heart:
1. Doing cute things.
2. Old fashioned chivalry.
3. Be yourself.
4. Play with my hair.
5. Leave me little notes about the place.
6. Listen to my stupid little stories even if you don't know what I'm on about.
7.
8.
Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:
1. My friends.
2. The future.
3. Money problems.
4. Uni work that needs done.
5. Guys and my problems with them.
6. People who I haven't seen in a while.
7. I think 'Oh christ why did I do/say that' a lot! Haha
Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:
1. Take my contacts out.
2. Think.
3. Do some form of project related stuff.
4. Fix my duvet.
5. Turn the light out.
6. Read.
Five People Who Mean a Lot: (In no order of preference)
1. Stephen
2. Gemma
3. Kirsty
4. Teri
5. Everyone means the world to me to be honest.
Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now: (Only two. I got hot)
1. A very old Bench zippy.
2. Green T-shirt.
3. Jeans.
4. A belt.
Three Songs I Listen to a Lot:
1. Golddigga - Kanye West.
2. Love Has A Diameter - Biffy Clyro.
3. Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown.
Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:
1. See Mount Everest.
2. Fall in love.
One Confession:
I'm far more fragile than my 'I don't give a shit' exterior lets on.
I'm having complete guy trouble. This being single thing is more hastle than it's worth. Especially going clubbing and being surrounded by immature 18 year old boys. Fuck. I'm too old for this shit. I'd just like someone worth it to like me, instead of being a complete arsehole magnet. I feel bad for my brother cause the girl he likes was kissing this guy that is known for being a complete creep who clearly is only after one thing. She knows that he likes her. Shallow bitch. I'm completely sick of arseholes.
Went out lastnight and it was pretty good fun. Except some things. Bacardi Rum Punch is my new favourite drink. It feels like my feet have been put through a mincer, guess thats my fault for wearing 4" heels. It's crazy though, that I can dance about in them the WHOLE night then when it comes to walking to the taxis I'm a cripple. Haha.
Looking into transfering to Chelsea Art School, I'll only go if I can get into 3rd year though. We shall see.
I love you all.
x
Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:
1. Thank you.
2. Get a grip.
3. I don't know what I'd do without you.
4. I'll never forget that you doubted me.
5. Stop compairing yourself to other people. You're perfect the way you are.
6. I miss you.
7. I wish we'd never fallen out.
8. I hate it when you tell me you're sorry, because I don't believe you know what your apologizing for.
9. I don't like the person you've become.
10. Take your job and ram it.
Nine Things About Myself:
1. I'm really shy.
2. I don't think I'm particularly talented.
3. I cry a lot.
4. I'm scared of growing up.
5. I love lying in bed watching dvds.
6. I would hate not to have pets.
7. I feel guilty every time I do something I shouldn't.
8. I have size 4 feet.
9. I hate it when people point out how skinny I am.
Eight Ways to Win My Heart:
1. Doing cute things.
2. Old fashioned chivalry.
3. Be yourself.
4. Play with my hair.
5. Leave me little notes about the place.
6. Listen to my stupid little stories even if you don't know what I'm on about.
7.
8.
Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:
1. My friends.
2. The future.
3. Money problems.
4. Uni work that needs done.
5. Guys and my problems with them.
6. People who I haven't seen in a while.
7. I think 'Oh christ why did I do/say that' a lot! Haha
Six Things I Do Before I Fall Asleep:
1. Take my contacts out.
2. Think.
3. Do some form of project related stuff.
4. Fix my duvet.
5. Turn the light out.
6. Read.
Five People Who Mean a Lot: (In no order of preference)
1. Stephen
2. Gemma
3. Kirsty
4. Teri
5. Everyone means the world to me to be honest.
Four Things I'm Wearing Right Now: (Only two. I got hot)
1. A very old Bench zippy.
2. Green T-shirt.
3. Jeans.
4. A belt.
Three Songs I Listen to a Lot:
1. Golddigga - Kanye West.
2. Love Has A Diameter - Biffy Clyro.
3. Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown.
Two Things I Want to Do Before I Die:
1. See Mount Everest.
2. Fall in love.
One Confession:
I'm far more fragile than my 'I don't give a shit' exterior lets on.